It isnt a gd yr... Going 9 mths but there's nth especially good tat happened.

So many tings have happened in the recent 3 mths.

1st was my dad who's gt a heart attack.

2nd was my bf's dad who's gt a stroke.

3rd was my mum's breast checkup report. It wasnt a positive one. I reali hope we were all wrong. Pls dun let it happen.

And today, when i returned frm work. Mum told mi my godsis passed away tis morn. 37 tis yr wif 2 young kids in lower pri. Ard 2 yrs ago, she was found to have breast cancer. Went thru a tough battle n finally she pulled thru. Bt so unfortunately, she suffered frm bone cancer aft tat. Recover frm tat but liver cancer was nxt. And lastly, the killer - brain cancer.

She's been suffering these few yrs. It must b reali hard on her. Having to go thru all these at such a young age. Perhaps her leaving isnt a bad choice. Its gd 2 her, her parents n her family. But i just cant tak tis truth. It seemed too sudden. While my dad was in the hosp, she jus gt discharged frm hosp. Bt when my dad gt discharged, she gt admitted till tis morn. And tats when doc said she's left wif 3 to 6 mths.

All tis is just too much for mi to accept. My sis just left lidat. She used to dote on mi so much but i didnt even get 2 c her for the last time. She refused to let all of us visit her cos she knew she will cry. I wun blame her on tat. Cos she's the same as mi. I wun b feeling gd inside.

I will always rmb her as the pretty sis of mine. Always wearing pretty formal clothes n high heels to work n all of us having dinner tog. Bt she will only hav an empty plate infront of her, instead of a bowl of rice. Wat else?? Y cant i tink of animore???

Wat touches mi was, during my 21st bd party, i didnt invite her cos of her health condition but she gave my godmum a red packet n its for mi. She wrote,



Tears just cant help rolling upon seeing the red packet nw. Tat was my 1st n only bd present frm her....

I will miss u, sis. Rest in peace. I will play ur part 2 look aft godmum.

Goodbye~


留下来的人才是最痛苦的。。。