♥ Height: 167cm
♥ Weight: 44kg
♥ D.O.B: 13th May 1987
♥ Status: Married
♥ Chongfu Pri Sch/PHS/NYP-SIT
♥ Email: luvhurt5@hotmail.com

About Me

♥ My 2 darlings & my dear to be happy & healthy everyday

Wishes

♥ My Dear
♥ My 2 Darlings - Cookie & Miki
♥ Hello Kitty/Charmmy Kitty
♥ Precious Moments
♥ Jigsaw Puzzles
♥ Watching TV Shows
♥ Eating
♥ Sleeping
♥ Spicy Food
♥ Soup
♥ Pasta

Loves

♥ Animal Abusers
♥ Smokers
♥ Cockroaches
♥ Clubbing
♥ Being Compared
♥ Green Tea
♥ Pork/Mutton/Beef/Salmon

Dislikes

History


Friday, June 29, 2007

NDP Preview Tickets for Tml

Sianz~ I'm at home today. My meeting with my sec sch frens had been cancelled due to the reason that 1 of my frens, vivien is sick. So we discussed & decided to postpone it to other day, perhaps a day that sheanee can make it. No meeting today, means no shopping. Sianz~ I still tot can go shopping. But nvm, dear bringing mi out tml. Hee. If SQ join us, we can hav sakae b4 gst bcum 7%. Since the both of them love sakae so much. Ha.

Btw, my bro jus came hm n gave mi 4 NDP preview tickets for tml. Anibody wans it??? Cos most prob i wun hav time for the parade since i'm goin shopping & plus so crowded there. Later i faint. Ha. But frankly speaking, i believe this yr's new venue at Marina Bay should be very nice. At least a different feeling. Should be worth going than going to National Stadium. Fullerton hotel boss must be happily smiling at the money they r earning at this period of time. $1000++ for a rm. Madness~ Guess only the veri rich can afford it.

Aniwae, who wants the tickets can let mi noe asap. Thx

i will never let you go;

2:06 PM





Thursday, June 28, 2007

SHOPPING SHOPPING~~~~

I wan go SHOPPING!!!! Ha. Long time nv shop for things, other than ytd. But ytd i only bought a hp pouch. Not considered. Ha. I wan buy shoes, buy bag or maeb tops before the gst rise on Sat midnite 12 o'clock. Ha. So hopefully tml can go shopping with my frens. And my dear bringing mi to go shoppin on SATURDAY!! Ha. Hopefully it will be a fruitful day & not come hm empty handed. Ha. Cos i'm veri fussy over things i buy. Seldom got stuffs i find it veri nice. Ha.

Aniwae, i 4gt to mention sth ytd. Still feeling sad over it. After i came hm ytd, as usual i will sayang cookie & hug him but hu noes, he pulled my necklace frm my neck, like those scenes we alwas see on tv. The robber always snatch the gold necklace away frm the old woman. My cookie accidentally did the same ting and there goes my TAKA necklace!!! My fav necklace frm my dear!!! ARGH~~~~ Wonder can fix back not, else i will be so sad lar. There goes the necklace~~~

But i noe he didnt do it on purpose lar cos he gt no reason to do that also. Ha. He is afterall still my boi. Cant blame him. Aniwae, today is cookie 4yrs old bd. So fast. He had been with us for 3 yrs.

If only time could stop now......

i will never let you go;

4:44 PM





Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Tired

I'm sososo tired now. Tink after i bring my dogs dwn later on at 9 plus, i will go slp. Was supposed to wak up at 9.45am but ended up i dragged till ard 10am then wak up cos was very slpy still, perhaps cos last nite i couldnt get to slp early. Keep tossing here & there so today gt nt enuf slp.

Went out late as usual. Ha. I'm alwas late. Luckily i didnt miss the bus frm my hse to mrt station else i will be super late. Was supposed to reach GIC at like 12 noon for lunch with them but was late 4 10 min. so hai hao lar. Just nice for them to go toilet doll up then tak the 2 lifts & 1 escalator down. Ha.

Intended to hav this "Shuang Mian" but then who knows so concidentally the shop had been closed down. Ha. So unlucky. Ended up we went sumwhr further to have this western meals. Think is at this place called "NewHabour" or sth lidat, cant reali rmb. The serving was quite reasonable but the glass of drink is too small. Quite a small cup. Aniwae, it was a treat frm my ex-mentor. So nice of her. She said she wanted to go check gt desserts cuming up not cos we ordered set lunch then hu noes she actually went to pay the bill. So the meal was foc ha.

After that, i went amara. Since i'm already near there, might as well go see see look look. Mainly to find the hello kitty shop & the doggie shop. Usually 9 out of 10 times i went, the hello kitty shop is always closed. Just nice today its open! But nth for mi to buy also. Then wanted to go opp to the doggie shop but hu noes, its nowhr in sight. Its closed down!! So sudden.

Didnt buy aniting there & the weather was real hot & stuffy. But i walked all the way to amoy to buy dessert for my dear & his bro. Just so sudden got the tot of meeting him. So tot of buyin dessert for him so that he can have it during his tea break. So went somerset to give him but so happened he was having a meeting so went back to centrepoint, bought a bottle of drink & sat down to rest. This time round i'm smart. The moment i paid the cashier the money for the drink, immed i try open the bottle of drink on the spot just in case i cant open again. Ha.

I rmb the last time i went centrept waiting for my dear to come down, i bought a bottle of lemon tea from cold storage again. So after buyin i went to find the same seat i had today & sat down. I was real thirsty tat time. Was thinkin, finally i've got a seat & a drink. But hu knows, i couldnt open the bottle cap no matter how hard i tried. Its so tight lar. I was shy to ask passerby to open the bottle for mi so i can only wait there "thirsty-ly" for my dear to come. Then when he came, immed i asked him open the bottle. I told him what happened then he lol. Say i so silly. Ha. That's ur dear mah. Hee.

Come to think of it, its really silly sia. Rather remain thirsty also don't want to try ask ple open. Aniwae, what i want say is i'm smart today le. Ha. Scared same thing happened. Cos was thinking if i cant open the bottle at the counter i can immed asked the cashier ger to open for mi. Ha. Thats my tot. Waited 1 hr for my dear to finish his meeting. Almost fell aslp, keep yawning non stop. And my hp in low batt mode, i'm afraid latr my hp died off n he cant contact mi. But luckily my hp batt lasted till i'm almost hm.

The train back to yishun was so crowded at tat time. Felt so sick during the journey so was thinkin i will alight at bishan n tak cab hm. Can also go shoppin 1st. Was thinkin of like buyin a bag & maeb a pair of shoes b4 the gst rise but in the end i bought nth also. Maebe cos i'm used to goin shopping with my dear, at least gt sum1 to give comments. Bt nw i'm shopping alone. Maeb fri then go shoppin again since i'm meeting my frens. By pass this new store called "Hypnosis". The white dress attracted mi but hu noes out of the 3 clothes tat i tried, none fit mi!! Sianz sia. All so loose. Haiz~ Went to the taxi stand & omg,its so long q. Ended up got to take train hm. Ha.

Oh ya i actually bought sth. A new hp pouch. Mickey Mouse sumore. Ha.

i will never let you go;

8:25 PM





Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Job Lobang for poly grads... Who's interested???

Halo everyone!! Ha. Somehow, i'm in quite a good mood today. Think everyday i'm also feeling good. Ha. Cos I've got no reasons not to be. Don't need to work, don't need to study, everyday stay at home is the best. Tink nt many ple can stay home for 4 mths. Ha. Feeling so relaxed & no stress & i've got a dear who pamper mi so much. He always say i'm his princess so mus pamper & since he called mi princess, thus i called him my "奴婢" aka slave. Ha.

But wonder how long is this going to last. If only it can last forever..... Hee. *Thinking too much*

Tml is wed. Gonna go back GIC to meet up with my ex-mentor & partner, Laureen for lunch cos its her last week there. So fast she had been working there for like 7 mths after i left. If include the 3 mths ipp she had there, it will be like 10 mths. Wah, its like near to 1yr. Time really flies. Frm 3 mths to 10 mths, its so long. That time i only had 3 mths of internship there & i've already cant bear to part with it. Now she's gonna say goodbye to a place she had worked for 10 mths. Wah, sad. Wonder if she will cry. Ha.

Though that time i'm sad when i'm leaving, but on the other hand, i kind of feel a sigh of relief mainly cos i no longer need to travel so far to work every morn. Yishun to Tanjong Pagar leh. From my hse, need a ~5min bus ride to the mrt station, then nd to take 30 min of train ride to raffles place & plus another 2 min of train to Tanjong Pagar & still need to walk a distance to the building & take 1 escalator, 2 lifts to the office. Plus the waiting time all that, its abt 1 hr 10 min. Cos everytime i reached hm frm work is like 7.10pm. & also, Tanjong Pagar is a CBD area, everyone goes to work & left at the same time so its veri crowded there. Cant walk real fast.

So to me, journey is important. Even the pay is many times higher, still i prefer somewhr nearer with lesser pay. Cos actually its nt very worth. U need to wak up so early n travel so far just to get tat pay. Recently my fren, Michelle aka Micho introduced mi a job. Working as admin with 2.3k (including cpf, i guess) but is at kallang. I know its far but didn't know its so damn far. Only after i check up the street directory. Its worst than going Tanjong Pagar to work. Still need another bus ride to the building. (36 min train ride from yishun plus 2 min bus ride) Anybody interested to work there can let me know asap. But poly grads preferred.

Kk, i'm going to beautify my nails. Ha. Going out tml & fri meetin my sec sch buddies. So must be presentable. Since i've got plenty of time. Ha. Dear always say i'm as free as a "神仙" but "神仙" don't need to eat, i need to eat so actually i'm busier than them. Wahaha....

i will never let you go;

5:21 PM





Thursday, June 21, 2007

N+C+S Queen

Wah, my mum is so famous around here now. She's also famous among my bro's frens. My bro's classmates all knew she's a tigress. Ha. 2 days back she was quarrelling with a group of kids opp our blk. Cos they were playing n screaming very loudly at the void deck. So mum asked them to keep quiet. But who knows 1 of the kid's father, a malay. He answered back,"You want quiet go hospital stay!" Of cos my mum flared up, end up cursed his kid to go hospital. After the scolding, the noise level got higher despite my mum shouting and screaming. Those kids even said want come up & fight. KIDS~~~ So childish.

So guess what my mum did?? Ha. She called up neighbourhood police post & complained to them about the kids making a din at the void deck. She even added,"If u all don't come down now, i think there's going to be a fight later on cos i will go dwn." Ha. So on hearing that, how can the police not come & see?? Smart sia. Minutes later, police car came & its peace finally.

Then at 6plus just now, mum quarrelled with some kids again. Ha. Previous time was the blk infront now its the blk behind. This rude teenage girl kept shouting "Kelvin Tay" across to my blk. Cos the Kelvin Tay is stayin at my blk. Then she kept shouting non stop. So my mum told her,"Shut up lar!" Who knows, she never keep quiet instead she like scolding vulgarities at my mum. She kept doing those hand signs & shouted back. So, again my mum's blood boiled. She called for my bro & my bro shouted back at her. Ha. Like filming tv show lidat. Then this girl shouted,"Come down & talk lar!" Definitely my bro will agree.

We were thinkin wah this girl so daring, dare to come down alone some more. End up, know what?? She actually called up her bf & the Kelvin Tay down. Typical Ah Lian. Still need backup to show their power. So timid still want come down. Stay home suck pacifier lar. Don't know what's wrong with the teenagers nowadays. More than 50% of the school girls behave like Ah Lians. Being Ah Lian so fun meh??? Want show your power. Go be a police or a MP lar.

Aniway, mum n bro went dwn. Mum started toking sense into them before they could talk but luckily the kelvin tay was understanding. He knew the girl was in the wrong. When the girl saw my bro she suddenly kept so quiet like a mute maybe cos bro looked so "gigantic" to her. 183cm leh. The girl like 150++ lidat. Before that she was still at her kitchen window scolding vulgarities. Now she's like a mouse. Orbi~

Luckily it was peace after that. My mum power sia. Nagging queen no.1, Complain queen no.1, Scolding queen no.1 (NCS Queen) Ha. Got practise de leh. Don't play play. Everyday she will "practise" on bro. Ha. Poor bro. Wonder who's gona make her blood boil tml. Ha.

i will never let you go;

8:21 PM





Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Fighter planes

Just finished watching 200 Pounds Beauty. Nice show. I know i'm slow but nvm lar. At least now i watched it. Ha. But it seems abit like the twins show. Think its called "Xia Yi Zhan Tian Hou". Aniwae, its still nice. The main lead quite handsome.

Now there's so many fighter planes circulating around my area. Like as though its world war bt its bcos of the coming NDP parade actually. Its happening every year around this period. When the planes fly past, its SOSOSO noisy. And there's at least 8 fighter planes. So imagine how noisy it is. My boi still tot is thunder. Ha. Cos he's afraid of thunder. On seeing the planes, it sets mi thinking. I can see them clearly from my angle but at that point of time which part of singapore are they actually seeing?? Isit my area?? Or some where further???

K its 7pm now, time for "Kinship". The Elvin Ng is so charming. Ha. His mercz car is even nicer. SLK, my fav! Been liking that car for many yrs.




But i still prefer SLR

i will never let you go;

7:00 PM





Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Joke of the day

Three women are about to be executed. One's a Japanese, one's an American, and one's a Chinese.

The guard brings the Japanese forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests.

She says no, and the executioner shouts, Ready! Aim...

Suddenly the Japanese yells, EARTHQUAKE!!!

Everyone is startled and throws themselves on the ground while she escapes.

The guard brings the American forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests.

She says no, and the executioner shouts, Ready! Aim...

Suddenly the American yells, TORNADO!!!

Everyone is startled and looks around for cover while she escapes.

By now the Chinese has it all figured out. The guard brings her forward and the executioner asks if she has any last requests.

She says no, and the executioner shouts, Ready! Aim...

And the Chinese yells, FIRE!!!

i will never let you go;

5:45 PM





Monday, June 18, 2007

A gift for my Mum

After Mother's Day is my dad's bd & after Father's Day is my mum's bd. Ha. so weird. Aniwae, dear bought watch again this time round. So nice of my dear. He's buying 1 month in advance cos gst increasing in july so should reduce spending nxt mth. Ha. Its also more ex this time round but Titus brand of watch is very nice. Still gt alot of other nice designs but so ex. Mostly 300 & above.

The watch comes in this nice box.


Unique box isn't it?? I like the design of the box.


Nice watch leh.


Now my parents both got a watch each. But i don't have. *Sob sob* Ha. jking lar. Watch is not a must for me. A hp will do.

i will never let you go;

9:30 PM





Sunday, June 17, 2007

Tired

Had a long day out today. Was at my uncle's house celebrating father's day & mother's day together. Ya i know its kind of too belated for mother's day. But its alrite for us. Afterall, its a gathering. Lasi was there too. Getting fatter & fatter every time i see him. So gd life now. Good for him. Had monopoly with my cousins & bro. Our childhood game. So long never touch monopoly. Kind of forgotten how to play also. But its fun lar. Can play together with so many ple. Now i want play 2 players game aso tough. 1 bro in NS & another always not at home. Kinda miss the feeling of 1 big group of kids playing board games together. Ha. Ya, we are still kids.

Went compass point with dear to get a gift for his dad - a pierre cardin belt. Pierre cardin, i like. Ha. Then saw this white bag. Found it quite nice BUT BUT BUT who knows, an auntie when 2 take that bag. I was like, OMG!! Its either our taste getting too "aunty" or the aunties taste getting too "young". Its kind of like so embarrassing to have the same taste as an aunty. Imagine urself carrying same bag as an aunty. ............

Saw some aunties carrying the same bag as my previous bag dear bought for me. Thats y i know its embarrassing. Its a CR (Carlo Rino) bag with hand sewed design of a girl holding on to a poodle. It brings out the elegant feel so that's why dear said it suits me. Ha. Some more, it has a dog. But after a few times of carrying, the bag starts to have injury. Felt so heartpain when i see the injuries getting more & more. Plus, CR brand is found in Bonia shop so, definitely its nt cheap. Love that bag but very heartpain to see it with injuries here & there. So now also seldom carry it. The lesson learnt will be, don't get such an expensive bag.

But, i still don't understand why that bag also got aunties carry. Aunties getting too modern......

K, i'm veri slpy now. Need to go sleep. Nitez nitez~~

i will never let you go;

11:36 PM





Saturday, June 16, 2007

Another man robbed & forced to watch friend being raped

Happy Birthday Hwee Fen!!

But she's in malaysia celebrating her birthday right now i guess. Toking about malaysia. There's another repeated cases of robbed & raped in Malaysia yesterday.

For the article,


Its just a day after & now there's another similar case. Wonder what's wrong with those ple. Don't they have conscience?? N where are all the police?? Its high time for them to really do something about it. Else, such cases will onli keep increasing.

Previous entry i was saying, think thrice before going malaysia. Think right now, don't need to think anymore. Its so dangerous. Unless, U can hire many bodyguards to protect u. Have 1 circle of bodyguards while u walk in the middle. Ha. Thats cool~

i will never let you go;

11:30 PM





Friday, June 15, 2007

Time flies when i'm slacking bt crawls when i'm studying

Time really flies. Its mid june now & which means I have been slackin at home for 4 mths!! Ha. So much longer than sch holi. But when U r slacking, U will find that time is so short everyday. It seems like I have onli 12 hrs a day. But when i'm in sch, it seems like there's 36 hrs a day. See the diff?? Wonder how long can I slack~ ha. Cos soon after I get my cert, nitemare's gonna come. Surely my mum will nag at me to get my lazy feet out of this hse & go find a job. That will be so sickening. Imagine hearing the same set of words everyday. OH Noooo~

Seeing my poly male frens going into NS 1 by 1, it makes mi realised that I've grown up. Or maybe i should say, its time to grow up. Soon, those boys will be coming out as men & I would b like 2 yrs older. Which is 22. Wow~ that's so fast. Wonder how will those guys look like when they come out. Ha. Esp justin - the one who's always jumping around in the campus, the one who is so scared of going NS & also the one who only eats western meals. Ha. Wonder how is he going to survive with non-western meals inside & ya, w/o his "curtain" - his center parting hair. LOL. N also, Wei Ming, Xiang Ming.. ha cos they belong to those abit obese kind bt also nt too over lar. Wonder will they be as fit as Schwarzenegger?? Ha.

But from my observations, it seems like its always the gym which helps & not the NS training. Must be bcos now army days are too slack. Ha. I see my bro like enjoying his NS days. Or should say its not that tough as what ple used to describe. Its either, the rules there are not as strict as before or the NSmen r getting smarter at eating snake. Ha. However, afterall, i'm not the 1 going thru' NS, so i shouldn't comment much. May be its tough inside~

For my bro, he is so lucky to have his sergent as his fren. After they booked out, they r frens n will gather for bbq party & mahjiong session at his hse. He will even drive dwn & fetch my bro to camp. So gd rite? Some how it sets me thinkin, what makes someone wants to make friend with u?? Does look plays a part?? If my bro looks ugly, will thing still be the same?? Ha. Perhaps its something got to do with your "人缘" i guess.

i will never let you go;

7:15 PM





Thursday, June 14, 2007

Believe it or not

From an email i received....

Attached is a pic of a China monk trying to garner for donation by selling a name card with image of a Buddha to 'selected' passerbys. It was shot by me with a mobile phone on 8 May 2007 in front of the Orchard Tower.

Ladies, be aware. Never know this would happen in Singapore. Please read and take precautions,especially for those of you who love to go shopping along Orchard Road.

Hi Ladies especially. Beware, don't talk to strangers specially China men. Beware and alert your friends, wife and family members.

My female friend encountered this incident in Orchard. That time she was waiting for me at Orchard Tower. She was approached by a 30 to 40yrs old Chinese man. I saw the man talking to her while I am walking toward her. I was puzzled when she suddenly walked off with the man and even stunned when she walked pass me without looking at me... but I am standing in front of her!!

Thinking something amiss, I called her hand phone instead. She answered the phone and was shocked to realise she is no longer outside Orchard Tower. The man must have saw his charm being broken, immediately talked to her again.....

This time I told my friend don't listen to what he said and not to look at his eyes..... just RUN! She quickly ran off ...... She called me again after 15mins..... and meet me at Takashimaya. She was shivering all over when I met her. She told me she really don't know what was going on..... I told her I heard of this kind of things before, but never expected to see it myself too......

Well that day, she took almost half a day to calm herself down.


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Believe it or not. I do believe cos there's no harm believing, isn't it?

i will never let you go;

3:18 PM





Can u accept a transversite.......

Can u accept a transversite as your partner?? As in your bf or gf. Can u??

For mi, my ans is "No". Though i'm nt the tradition kind bt still, i can't accept it. I believe its nt just mi alone who cant accept it. I believe there's still plenty out there with the same thinkin as mi. I feel that its really not easy for a person to accept someone of the same sex as him/her (cos for me, i still see the person as the sex he/she used to be) to be his/her partner. I dun find it same as being a gay or lesbian.

For gay or lesbian cases, i believe its bcos they find themselves more secured with someone of their same sex & more understanding towards them. And in the 1st place, their mindset is already different frm the rest. But, what abt accepting a transversite as your partner??? Why will someone wants a transversite as his/her partner? Take for instance, the recent case of the korean marriage.

Tis korean star is a transversite but yet, she is married to this handsome guy & he is from a wealthy family - i guess; cant rmb clearly. So now, the guy is accepting her for who she is now? Or bcos the guy is a gay bt yet prefer female body?? Can he accept her for long term?? Isit bcos his mindset is different?? N thats y?? Imagine at this sec, u are seeing the person face as a girl, then in split sec, u are seeing her as a guy. Get what i mean?? ha pardon me if i offend anyone. U know i dun mean it. But i'm just very curious over what makes the guy able to accept a transversite. Can anyone tell mi y??

Guess one really needs lots of courage to be able to accept a transversite as their partner.

i will never let you go;

1:37 AM





Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Waylaid couple assaulted, woman gang-raped

dear gave mi tis link....



looks like malaysia is extremely dangerous.... so tink thrice b4 goin...

i will never let you go;

3:36 PM





Change of template

YIPPIE!! FINALLY i'm done wif tis blog template!!! nice?? took mi quite long... cos nd source n edit those frens' fotos as links... n alot of other misc stuffs.... tink its nicer wif the fotos as links... at least can c hw the person looks like... bt hu wans 2 change their foto can send mi their replacement copy... ha... i managed 2 "steal" most of the pics needed bt there's tis 1 person........

JUSTIN!!! i couldnt find ur pic no matter whr i source... "no face c ple" ar?? end up i gt 2 find ur fav transformer as ur pic... ha... if u r reading tis, send mi ur pic k? ha... i buy toy 4 u.. lol... jkin-for the buy toy part... bt i'm serious abt the sendin of ur pic

spent quite long time tidyin up the coding... cos previous verison was in a mess... bt nt reali veri messy lar jus tat nw its neater... cant stand my codes 2 b messy... wan it my neat way... ha IT stud mah... no choice... so, nw tat i'm done, i nd a rest!! my bed is tempting me... whole body ache nw... ya, like old grandlady... ha... gtg... blog tml.... nitez~~

i will never let you go;

2:38 PM





Thursday, June 07, 2007

Simply tots

gt woken up at 10 plus cos of a fone call... cos of cherry's ntu-npcc brochure lar... put in so much time n effort... few wks of brainstorming, 2,3 daes of designing n enhancements, endless wks of editing... sum ple r jus so indecisive... been makin changes 2 the brochure 4 at least 13 times!! i hav altogether 13 versions wif mi... n sumore i'm doin it 4 FOC... ya FOC! stupid rite?? do FOC labour... if onli i noe its so troublesome, i would hav ask 4 a charge... intial charge n a charge 2 every changes made... bt then on seeing tat cherry is my old old fren, i gif her face... no matter hw many changes she nds, hw unhappi i was, i aso help her 2 change cos i understand tat its nt her fault... she's aso stucked in the middle... her chairman makes the decision... i aso dun wan her 2 b in a difficult position...

ytd was a mad day.... cos of the brochure... whr gt printing company wans original psd version?? i reali c no reason y they nd my original psd version other than they wan edit n resale it... i hav changed everyting 2 wat they nd... at 1st they saes its nt in A4 size, so i immed made the changes in ms word n sent bac 2 them (ya i jus spent ard 30 sec n change in Ms Word.. bt yet they can tell mi they duno hw 2 change or if they help 2 change, they cant finish printing on sun... so r they tryin 2 sae they nd 1 dae 2 make a 30 sec change???) n its even in 300 pixels... so wat other reason they nd?? the printing staff still dare 2 sae, wan cum my hse tak the original copy if nt cant print by Sun... bullshit lar... admit it... admit tat u wan my design... my fren sotong doesnt mean i sotong aso...

aniwae nw its finally done... they r in the process of printing nw.... n luckily i noe of ple working in printing company... sumore its cheaper than outside n can even finish printing on sat... plus they dun even nd my original psd version... so wats the reason 4 the outside companies 2 want it?? aniwae, so be it.... nw i cant wait 2 c the end result.... hee.. n cos of tis, i get 2 put my big name up... wahaha... c it?? Copyright © 2007 Jasmine Lim. All Rights Reserved. 5000 ple will b seeing my beautiful name.... lol.. famous liao leh... hu wans my signature on tis brochure? go get tis n look 4 mi... wahaha... guess i'm mad...


its a nice nice dae 2dae... bt 1 of my finger nail broke... sianz... nt nice le n so uneasy wif short nail... bt nvm, it will grow... hee.... sumhw, i'm in a veri relax mood 2dae... find tat i'm so fortunate 2 hav my dear hu pampers mi n put mi on his 1st priority... cos of him... i dun nd 2 go find job tat fast... cos he yang wo mah.. ha... everytime we cum across tis word "executive" like sum1 is workin as an executive... i will get so envious... cos in my mind, Executives r 4 those veri high rank le n takin high salary... though he jus started working nt long, his job title is "IT Executive" tat company jus so happen 2 gif such naming 2 their staffs... tats y i alwas 4gt he is 1 too... n he will joke n sae,"i'm aso an executive mah" then i will jus gif those smile n he will sae,"if i am nt an executive, u would hav 2 cum out work long ago le" ha.. hope he will hav lots of pay increasement then i dun nd go work... can stay hm shake leg n play wif my 2 darlings... haha... tink too much... bt hu noes rite?? he so capable... i hav confidence in him.. ha...

go out work aso sianz... mum will b alone at hm wif 2 dogs... n latr nobody bring them go dwn in the noon 2 stroll... n aft work cum hm sure veri tired... wun hav time n energy 2 bring them go dwn in the nite... will b so slpy aft goin hm... n plus nw already nt used 2 working life... cos finished ipp so long ago le... tink nw ask mi wak up at 6 plus, will faint sia... so early...

sumhw, i dun understand y mus ple work so hard end up spent away all their money on useless stuffs... or shd sae nt so impt stuffs... the concept of workin 2 spend is wrong... tats wat i tink... work so hard n end up spend away all ur hard earn money... u sacrifice ur slp, ur time 2 enjoy n relax n put in so many hrs a dae n 4 so many daes a mth jus 2 earn those small amt of money n yet u nd jus few hrs or few daes 2 spend away all ur hard earn money... its so unworthy...

the reason 2 work is 2 hav money bt once u hav the money, it doesnt gif u the reason 2 spend it... hmm, i aso duno hw 2 phrase my words... bt jus wan 2 sae... if u dun spend so much, or spend on tings u dun even reali nd, u wun nd 2 work so hard... isnt tat logical??? unless u really really nd 2 buy tings tat u die die aso nd it... if nt wat 4 u use ur youth n precious life 2 exhange 4 it?? if u work hard mainly 2 save 4 the future, like buyin a hse... tats still alrite... at least tats still a betta n acceptable reason 4 workin so hard...

workin so hard can shorten ur lifespan... so in fact, ple r usin their lifespan 2 exchange 4 money... bt isit worth it?? bt ya, living in tis world is stressful... everybody is movin 4ward... the earth wun stop rotatin cos of u.... bt sumhw jus find it nt worth... ple used their youth, their time, their health n lifespan 2 exchange 4 wat ple alwas sae, "a better future" bt isit reali a better future or a worse future?? frm ur hardwork, u gt bac money bt aso white hairs, poor health n shorter lifespan... n at tat time, u will b like 30+, 40 yrs old??? its already like wat my mum alwas sae... 1 leg into coffin... isit worth it??

bt aniwae, those r jus my tots...

sumhw, i find tat i'm very lucky... at least i don't nd 2 work while i'm schooling... i c most of my frens ard mi, they started workin like when they r still schoolin... like aft sec 4 o's... 4 mi, i did went 4 job interview aft sec 4 o's... i rmb i went wif SQ 2 motorola 4 interview... was asked 2 go work the nxt dae bt ended up the nxt morn, i quit.... so nv work at all... the 2nd successful job interview was at tis Crown Prince Hotel Swensens at orchard... the onli 24 hr Swensens... went 4 work on a Mon i rmb... tog wif SQ too n another fren Ting Xian... we went workin 4 1 dae... frm morn like 8am? to ard 6 or 6.30pm? n thru'out we nd 2 stand n carry those heavy dirty plates... still nd 2 wipe the table... make my hands rough... surprisingly we managed 2 survive tat dae... i aso duno hw i survive standing 4 so many hrs... ha

aft i reached hm, i gt sososo tired... grumbled 2 my mum... n as usual, mum will sae, "u ar, no use... little bit of bitter u aso cannot tak" bt then she aso will "xin teng wo" lar... cos i overheard her tokin 2 my neighbour.. she said, "the job aso too much lar... ask ple stand 4 so long" ha... n i eat chi med grow up de lor... hu saes i cant tak bitter... ha... maeb cos since young i hav a weak body, i cant stand 4 too long, cannot tak too much bitter-ship.... every jobs seem extremely tough 2 mi... the nxt dae, SQ n i woke up n still head 4 work... bt on the train, we kept tokin abt hw tiring we were, all the bad tings abt the job n when we reached orchard, suddenly tis tot came 2 our mind... "Quit! Dont' go work!" ha.. so ended up we called our fren Ting Xian n said we wan quit... ask him 2 tell the boss cos we dun hav the face 2 go bac... cos ended up our poor fren gt 2 work there alone bt 2 my surprised he still workin there... wahaha, its been so many many yrs.... bt he tall mah, he get 2 work at the ice cream area... seems much more fun....

it seems like i'm a person frm another world... like a frog in the well.... duno wats outside n gt none working experience other than IPP experience... n the 1st work i gt paid was home tuition... tats my 1st work pay... 2ndly is my IPP pay... will tat b the last time i get a pay?? ha... time flies... so fast nw its end of poly n time 2 stepped into the competitive world outside... finally understood y ple alwas sae studyin is betta than working... bt wats the pt of studyin so much if u dun intend 2 work?? tats my concept again... ha... dear alwas sae i'm unique cos my tinkin is alwas different frm others... so it doesnt matter if u dun agree wif my concept, my tinkin... as long as he agrees jiu hao... ha...

aniwae, its like tis entry has bcum a super long essay... ha... type n type non stop... end up then realise its such a long entry nw... humans r jus so weird... i rmb last time sec sch, nd write duno hw many words of essay... n i alwas had 2 crack my head n write till tat amt.... bt nw i actually wrote such a long page of words w/o havin 2 even tink....

so rite nw, i'm findin other ways 2 earn money... other than doin e-petstore... will release the news once i hav gt everyting done.... ya, so read on.... kk, shall end here le... though there's no limit of words 2 type bt my fingers do get tired... ha.. bb

i will never let you go;

5:52 PM





Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Everyone is special in his/her own ways... Nv find urself useless

Was watchin tis show on channel U jus nw "I Cook For You - Ming Chu Shang Cai"... 1st time watchin tis show n tis epid is abt tis chef "Thomas" wanting 2 find his long lost english teacher n cook his very own specialty dishes 4 her...


Thomas was a malaysian n his english was veri lousy tat time. He came 2 singapore hopin 2 find a job n earn money so, he went 4 hotel interview hopin 2 get a job as a small cook in the chi restaurant bt there's no more vacancy 4 him so he was asked 2 go 2 the italy restaurant. While workin there, he made lots of mistakes n alwas gt scolded. Hence, he took up eng course organied by the hotel. There, he met tis female teacher hu was veri patient 2wards him n veri caring. B4 his examination, tis teacher gave him n his other colleagues tis short encouraging letter mentioning abt "She expects no less than an "A" frm them" n sum other stuffs N he reali gt straight "As" frm his examination. Feelin so grateful 2 the teacher, he went bac 2 find her bt unfortunately, the teacher had left n nobody noes whr she went so Thomas kept the letter n nv gif up finding his teacher...


Though its jus a normal letter frm the teacher, bt Thomas treated it like a treasure. Over 11 yrs, he kept it in a dictionary inside his locker. Finally, he managed 2 make use of tis prog "I Cook For You" n invited his teacher. Of cos the teacher gt a big shocked. Nv did she imagine tat her simple words can actually make her stud rmb her n b so grateful... cos of her, Thomas bcame a famous chef nw...


Its alwas like tis... cos u r the 1 saein, u wun noe tat u actually said sth so meaningful 2 the listener... it could b jus normal saeing 2 u bt 2 the listener, it could b veri unforgettable...


so, every1 is special in his/her own way... dun feel tat u r useless n had no contribution cos u nv noe tat sumhw u actually said or did sth tat make sum1 so grateful 2 u..... ya, so jus rmb tat... n life will b so much betta n more menaingful...

i will never let you go;

1:10 AM





Monday, June 04, 2007

BOYCOTT NETS

i'm bac again... 2dae news finally reported abt the NETS fee hike... i tot it was nt cfm... finally nw its cfm... dear told mi long ago tat NETS is goin 2 charge a certain amt of transaction fees frm july onwards... its no longer goin 2 b FREE like it used 2 b... dun believe read the news frm here...


so nw u c... so lets boycott NETS... best is we dun do shoppin or shd sae reduce the amt spent outside...


reali dun understand.. wats wrong wif all these ple... poor ple aso nv grumble so much... all these rich companies still nt satisifed wif wat they r earning nw... MAN r jus so greedy... when u hav 1 dollar u will wan 2 hav 2 dollars... esp the rich... the richer u r, the more money u will wan... money jus look so small 2 them... n when u r rich, u wun b able 2 c the sufferings of the poor... bt every1 started off poor... bt sumtimes they jus cant c it... when can they ever b satisfied?? till every1's pocket gt a big hole? declare bankrupt? then tats enuf 4 them? everybody wans money... everyting is all abt money... money money... no wonder singaporeans r alwas seen as money faced, money minded...


n its already 22 yrs!! over these 22 yrs, NETS payment is alwas FOC... nw suddenly they saes wan an increasment... NETS company shd reveal the salary of theirs.. explain clearly y they nd so much more nw... bt its veri obvious actually... dun nd sae ple aso noe... hu will sae money is enuf 4 him?? surely is cos of greed... hu dun wan more money? higher salary? bt there shd alwas b a limit... nw everyting aso rise... gst aso rise, nw NETS fee aso rise... hu suffer?? we as the consumers... bt hu cares?? they get 2 earn more, they wun even care if u gt food 2 eat... so nw GD lor happi making money 4 them... hope they will still hav ENUF money 2 count...

i will never let you go;

9:48 PM





STOP ANIMAL ABUSE... PLE PLS DO STH ABT IT....

dear bought lunch 2 my hse tis noon... cos his bro went 4 medical appointment so he gt no 1 2 eat lunch wif... end up he made a trip up 2 my hse n eat lunch wif mi... hw swt~!! n i was still in bed... ha..tot i was dreaming... he even bought mi my fav mango cake, frm bengawan solo as my supper 2nite... so nice of my dear


a veri cute video of my princess miki....



she's jus like a puppy sia... still so playful... sumtimes find her like a kitten.. so at times we will call her "Mao Mi" -> kitten.... although i dun like cats... bt i dun hate them... ytd while i was reading the newspaper, i happened 2 cum across tis article on tis poor cat... tis poor white cat has been brutally murdered at tis industry area... tink is at pandan road or watever... its on ytd's WANBAO page 8... go read it... tis heartless bastard actually chopped off the cat's TAIL!!! causing its bone to be visible in sight n the cat even vomitted blood...


DAMMIT!!! its so cruel.. YUCKS!!! almost cried when i read the article.. i reali reali cant understand y sum ple can b so cold blooded... arent human supposed 2 b warm blooded?? supposed 2 b caring?? if we cant even care 4 the small animals, hw can we show concern 4 a human?? y can they bear 2 do such ting... r they reali mad?? can sumbody tell mi y?? y can they b so heartless 2 an innocent animal??? tell mi...


y r they human in the 1st place... arent they supposed 2 b a beast?? when will such ple get their retribution?? y isit tat these poor animals hav 2 suffer so innocently? though they r animals doesnt mean they dun deserve our respect OK... sumtimes animals r much more sensible than us, much more caring than us, much more obedient than us, or even smarter than us... shdnt we gif them more respect??


recently there's an increasing of animal abuse... its nv stoppin... sumhw these insane ple jus felt so happi torturing them... isit bcos by torturin these animals will get lighter sentence than torturing human?? n yet able 2 show off tat u r powerful n get the satisfied feelin in u?? if tats the case, i can onli sae U R REAL SICK!!! u dun even hav the rights 2 share the air wif us... GO AND DIE!!


when will they ever wak up?? when can the society c the impt of this?? consequences of animal abuse - 1 yr jail sentence... lol u tink the 1 yr veri big ar?? hu will b scared?? sum ple wun even mind goin in 4 1 yr n they wun even learn frm their mistakes... its nt like they get a scar 2 remind them... they cum out le still can continue abusing the animals... sumore such animal abusers, since they can bear 2 torture animals, they can do the same 2 human too... n isnt animal a life too?? shdnt they b rewarded wif a much heavier sentence?? maeb sth like 5 yrs sentence plus many strokes of canning... if nt hw 2 ans 4 the innocent lives???


i let u abuse, let u kill, i suffered so much n so long n died in pain... end up my murderer onli get 2 sit in jail peacefully 4 1 yr!!! n u call tis the conseqences of torturing n killing us? u call tis fair??? jus imagine urself as us-animals; a cat, a dog..


y isit tat the victims alwas hav 2 suffer so painfully n so long, yet the murderers r alwas rewarded wif such light sentence?? tak murdering a person 4 example, the victim gt tortured 4 so long end up the murderer gt caught n put 2 death BT so wat?? he get 2 die peacefully n w/o ani pain... n its jus a few sec kind of ting, bt the victim mae suffer 4 like mins, hrs?? WHAT THE HELL!!! since they tortured the animals, we shd reward them equally... mus b fair wat... isnt it? they can chop off their tail, we shd chop off their hand... torture them slowly till they die... since they tortured the animals till die, shdnt it b a murder case?? n nt jus an abuse case?? its a LIVE!!! OPEN UR BIG EYES N SEE!!


A LIVE FOR A LIVE!!!!!!!!!

i will never let you go;

4:05 PM





Sunday, June 03, 2007

Just a post

been lazy 2 blog 4 the last few daes... so nw i'm bac wif sum pics 2 post.. n another ting 2 sae is tat the Shiba Inu breed dog tat i posted earlier on, it has been given away... so, sry ple if u so happen 2 wan it...


bought tis hello kitty lamp for fen 4 her cuming bd n another 2 ultraman stuff 4 her 2 put on her car.... hope she likes it... dear chose the ultraman... i chose the hello kitty lamp...



swt rite?? a couple readin on a sofa under a lamp... resembling her n wh... ha... testing the lamp... c, can put at the bed table... tis table has been fully filled wif my fav stuffs... hello kitty, precious moments, doggie, soft toys... still gt sum gt 2 hide in cupboard...



dear bought mi tis precious moments mini drawers... meant for putting my jellewery... so tat can keep them neat n nt all over the place... love it... its so swt!!!



c hw neat it is nw...



went over 2 grandma hse ytd... bought tis at the ma-ma shop there... bt the choc is nt nice... dear saes it taste weird so i nv eat le... the toy is nth much... nt veri fun.. maeb cos nw reali grow up le... such toys no longer tat fun 4 us..



n lahji was there.. gt a shocked when i c him cos he looks much fatter nw n plus his furs hav grown alot longer... gd gd... liwen mus b veri happi... haha... finally nt like piglet... at least nw easier 2 hug.... c the diff.... he is much betta lookin nw....



met dear at hougang mall 2 walk walk n hav my lunch 1st b4 goin 2 my grandma hse.. dear saw tis hello kitty stall outside hougang mall so went tak a look... n end up, bought all these...


hello kitty fork, spoon n chopsticks... its mini size bt can extend longer... love tis too... cos its hello kitty mah... ha...



dear bought tis hello kitty clock 4 mi too... cos i cant stand the clock tick tock sound at nite... so i can onli use digital clock... i hav 1 non-digital hello kitty clock.. mum bought 4 mi de... i rmb the 1st time i use it... when the nite was quiet, i can hear the tick tock sound veri clearly n cant get 2 slp so end up i dump the clock in the cupboard n tak out the batteries ha... so finally here's a quiet clock... gt different color lights sumore...



tis is 1 of the lights... find the blue 1 extremely nice...



n tis 2 soft toys.. intended 4 my cookie n miki... jus nice 1 boi 1 ger... n the toy so cute... they will like... esp miki... she's jus like a puppy... love playin...



bt end up, 1 bite frm miki... the tortoise leg gt torn... so was tinkin... betta nt gif them... esp her... if nt soon tis 2 tortoise will b crippled... ha... maeb shd get sum durable toy 4 them... n tis dear, he kept playin wif his computer games... n ignoring mi... so i did sth 2 him... bt he dun allow mi 2 post his pic... so gt 2 tak the pic away... too bad... wan c msg mi.. lol... haha jkin lar...

i will never let you go;

11:30 PM