Dear bought mi a necklace n bracelet while we were out on tue. Hee. Finally i can go out!! But wif jeans lar. Cos the scars still veri obvious cant wear skirt. Sad. So long nv tak bus n train. Ha. 1 mth being at hm. Like in jail lidat. Bt tink cos veri long nv go out. Nt used to the environment outside. Felt veri giddy while walking. But was wif my dear so nt worried of fainting. Ha.

The butterfly necklace. Actually dear was intending 2 buy for his sis as bd present then he wanted 2 gif a mi surprise. He took 2 necklaces, 1 butterfly n 1 heart de. Then gif mi tis butterfly 1 cos i sae nice. Hee. So swt of him.


The necklace cum in a cute little pouch. So creative. So swt. Pink color sumore.


The bracelet. So shiny, I like.

Haha. Finaly i've gt my cert ytd!!! My diploma cert. Though its jus a dip bt still, on tinkin bac, its nt ez 2 get the cert. Its ex plus alot of hard work required. Studied so hard for all the modules. Esp yr 2 sem 2 n yr 3 study sem modules were so tough.

The 1st time i failed a test was aso during my poly life. Yr 1 onli i gt a big ZERO!! Tats the 1st & last time i gt a zero for an exam. ASP module. Lousy teacher. I rmb is he caused mi to fail the pract test. The 1st time i failed, he told mi is my file corrupt. So i tot maeb i reali did sth wrong so caused it to corrupt. In my class, nt onli i get zero. Quite a number get zero or failed. So tat teacher, Simon said tat he will allow us to retake the pract. I practised real hard for the repeated test and was confident of doing it. My application could work bt still i've gt a ZERO!!! I duno y. Till 1 day i met an error myself while doin sum practical. I realised tat i shdnt change the naming of the file cos it will cause the file to be corrupted. Finally i understood. Tat stupid simon asked mi 2 rename my file at his com aft i had submiited by file to him. He even right click -> rename n ask mi to rename it. So tat explained wat caused mi 2 failed with 2 zeros. Its him hu caused mi 2 fail. Wat a stupid teacher. Wonder hw cum he can bcum a poly lecturer wif such standard. Basic aso duno still wan teach. Bt luckily the pract result didnt affect my final paper, else i'm gona hate the teacher 4ever n make sure he lose his job.

Another module tat almost killed mi was tis - "Software Engineering" tat i took in yr2 sem 2. Flipped thru the lec notes bt dun understand a single ting. Most of the tut qns, i rmb, nobody in my class noe hw 2 do. All copied here n there. For most tut, i will do b4 goin 2 sch for the lesson bt tat module, i totally duno hw 2 do. I cried when i was studying for the quiz n exams. Cos i reali dun understand a single ting inside. Its sound so alien to me. U may tink is cos i nv attend lecture bt others hu attended aso nv sae they understand. Plus i dun hav the habit to attend lecture unless gt forced under certain circumstances. Bt luckily i managed to pass. Gt a B+. Ha. Its pure luck.

Bside tat, there's also another module in yr2 sem 2 - "Operating System". Tough module aso. Bt managed to survive maeb cos there's sum calculation qns so managed to save mi. Yr3, another module taught by the same lecturer "Electronic Commerce". Tats seriously tough. Same ting, all the tuts i duno hw 2 do. Even do le aso duno correct nt. I rmb the business models, till exams i also duno hw 2 differentiate them. C those qns can onli tikam. Speak till tis module, there's an unforgettable exp behind it. An exp tat makes mi rmb so clearly till nw.

Like i said, tat module was tough or shd sae, its actually the toughest of all. The notes were thick and every single detail was impt. The hints lecturer gave were as gd as nth. Cos its actually reading the whole bk. The bk was real thick and there's part 1 n part 2 notes. All the while, i onli studied 1 day b4. Means if exam is tml, i will onli start studyin 2dae. If i studied earlier, i cant get in aso. So the day b4 the e-commerce exam, i was trying hard 2 study n didnt online at all. Normally if i online, my frens will discuss abt wat time 2 meet tml. Bt so happened i didnt on my com cos was trying 2 save time n quickly study. I duno y isit tat in my mind, i kept rmbering the exam time as 4.30pm. So was tinkin, i shall study as much as i can n leave sum chapters for the nxt morn to complete. So i tried my best to memorise as much as i could till like 2,3am in the nite then quickly go slp. B4 i slpt, i told my mum to wak mi up at ard 9 in the morn. Tinking tat 5,6hrs of study shd b more than enuf le.

Started my revision again at ard 10. Read thru abit n had my lunch. Aft lunch, sumhw i gt tis veri strong urge to check my exam timetable again. Sumhw my mind kept telling mi 2 check the time. So at ard 12.25pm, i checked the e-service for my exam timetable. And the moment i saw the time, my heart almost stopped. I gt a BIG BIG shock of my life. The exam time is actually 12.30pm!!!!!!!! Its jus few more min away to exam!!! I reali panic. I stood there rooted, duno wat 2 do. Cos at the start of the sem we were brief tat there's no sub papers. If u fail tis, u gt 2 jolly well repeat the module nxt sem. Its nt fun at all. I was so lost at tat time, i didnt noe wat 2 do. I sat on the floor wif my mind so blank. I was so scared n reali duno wat i shd do. The paper had started and i'm still AT HOME!!! Shd i go for the exam?? Can i make it??

Aft like 1 or 2 min, i finally woke up. I put on a tee n jeans n jus grabbed my stuffs n dumped into my bag n rushed dwn for a taxi. Luckily, the moment i went dwn, i saw a taxi approaching so i told the uncle to drive faster, i'm seriously late for exam n its my very very last paper of my life. I cant fail tis. Luckily the uncle was in a veri gd mood. He happily told mi he jus picked up a 1000 dollars sg note, n he promised tat he will get mi to sch asap. Indeed, he drove real fast.

In the cab, my heart was still pumping veri fast. I'm trying hard to calm dwn n quickly go thru the notes tat i haven touched at all. Bt i couldnt. N the uncle was so happi tat he kept calling all his frens to tell them he was so lucky to found himself a 1000 sg note. N he was tokin so loudly n so unpleasantly, i couldnt study at all. Wat can i do?? Tell him, hey u stop tokin i wan study?? Wat if latr he dropped mi at lentor way hw?? Lidat i can 4get abt goin 4 exam le.

I closed my bk n tried to calm myself dwn. My mind was real blank. I cant rmb a single ting i studied. I noe i'm dead meat. Surely i'm gona fail tis paper bt at the meanwhile, i told myself i cant fail. Tis is my veri last paper. I dun wan to repeat a sem. I wan to grad wif the rest. I cant make myself accept the fact tat i nd 2 retake a module. I CANT!!!! I MUS PASS THIS PAPER NO MATTER WAT!!!!

Finally i reached sch. B4 i alight frm the cab, the driver told mi gd luck n asked mi nt to run, later fell dwn then no gd le. So i thanked him n alighted. The path to the exam hall seemed so cold to mi. I can imagine the scene inside the hall. Everyone's doin their paper while i'm still walking dwn the path to my doom. In my mind, i rmb the driver's words, "Don't run!" After walking awhile, i told myself dun run then i'm an indiot!! I'm already so late hw can i nt run. So quickly i ran to the exam hall n in my mind, i prayed to "guan ying niang niang". I prayed tat she will help mi pass this paper. I reali cant afford to fail. Outside the exam hall, i looked at my hp time. Its 5 more min to 1pm and 1pm is the latest time to enter the hall. So i spent tat few min of time outside n calm myself dwn n at the meantime tried to recap sum of the tings i've read.

When its near 1pm, i took a deep breath n headed for the exam door. Every1 was bending their heads dwn n concentrating on the paper. I saw my teacher lookin at mi n as i entered. I was so blur tat i almost walked to the wrong table. So my e-commerce module showed mi to my seat. I looked at the clock. It was 1pm sharp. I'm late for 30 min bt jus on time b4 i'm debarred frm the exam. Sat dwn, drank sum water to calm myself dwn n i started the paper. I duno y those tings tat i couldnt recap earlier on suddenly came to mi on the spot. So tats hw i pass my paper wif a B+. Surprised bah. I'm totally shocked when i c the results. I'm expecting a C or D cos my ICA i've gt a C+ so was tinkin hard 2 hav B or A. Bt hu noes some other modules tat i expected to be betta, end up i've gt a B.

I'm reali surprised n so happi. Finally the nitemare is over. I can only sae I'm reali reali lucky. N if i didnt have the sudden strong urge to check the exam time at 12 plus, or wat if i onli check the exam time at 1pm or later or i reali go for exam at 4.30pm. I will cry sia. I reali duno wat will happen to mi. Perhaps "guan ying" is reali helping mi. Hee. Cos the strong urge is reali unexplainable. I duno y sumhw it seems like sumbody or sth is urging mi to go check the timetable. I was studying at tat time n all of a sudden i tot of checking the time. Lucky is the word i can sae.

So tats the story behind my cert. Shocking bah?? Yr 3 last paper le then lidat. If reali fail or debarred frm the exam, i will quit sch le. Tats hw serious i am regarding the fact of having to retake a sem. Finally nw everyting's over. Phew~~ Mus go frame up my cert. Ha.

HAHA. I've watched Evan Almightly. I didnt noe the show i watched was tat title n tat its a new show coming out in 30 Aug till i saw the commercial on tv recently. I've watched it few wks ago bt nt in cine. Ha. U noe lar.... I can say tat's quite an interesting show.

Its abt tis guy called Evan he wanted 2 change the world so he prayed to GOD to help him change the world. Soon he met up wif GOD n alot of strange tings happen. Actually if i'm his family, i aso might tink Evan is mad. But certain times, its reali up to u to believe......

In the midst of the show, the GOD said sth veri meaningful.

U prayed to GOD to have a happi family, u tink GOD can reali do magic n gif u a happi family??? Or gif u the CHANCE to hav a happi family??

Sth lidat. Found it quite meaningful. I'm nt a christian bt tat show left mi a deep impression till now. I dun usually watch english shows cos i've difficulty catching up wif wat on earth r they tokin abt. Most of the times, i depend on the chinese subtitles to understand the show. N, the shows r usually kind of long n had alot of scenes tat bored mi. But tis show didnt hav many boring scenes so its worth watching.

I'm down with a flu. Guess its bcos i cleaned my rm ytd n my nose is sensitive to dust so perhaps tats y i've gt a flu 2dae.

Sianz, my com is reformatted ytd n nw i dont have photoshop 2 do foto editing. Gotta wait till nxt sat, waiting for my dear 2 install for mi. And now i dun even hav MSN Messenger. I 4got tat my c drive backup is in my dear's portable hardisk. So gotta wait again cos i dun like live messenger, prefer the old version.

Aniwae, finally i can eat wat i wan. Egg, chicken, all kind of chillies, seafood, tom yam instant noodles etc. Suffered for 1 mth, finally nw i can eat wat i wan. Though the injuries r still visible bt at least its nt painful n no more open wounds. The teeth marks on my knee are so obvious now. Its said tat cat has 10 teeth n jus nice, i have 10 teeth marks on my knee. Souvenir frm the cat. Haiz~ Hopefully the injuries will disappear soon.

Loves mum's curry chicken so told her 2 cook ytd. YUMMY!!! Its been so long. These few wks, i onli get 2 eat fish thruout. Its making mi sick. But nw, its over!! WAHAHA!! Able to eat is a form of happiness. Hee. Now must gain bac wat i lost, including my wt. Ha.

Now channel U is showing this show - Homerun

Excellent show!! Will forever rmb this. The story is so heartwarming n memorable. Having able to watch the 1st time slot on the 1st starring date n the 1st time watching wif the whole sch plus Jack Neo.

It was actually a national day outing for our sch. See the date from the pic above "07.08.2003" - that was when we went to watch the show. So fast 4 yrs hav past. Those kids in the show all grown up to so big le. They reali change alot.

I was in sec 4. At tat time, PHS jus had a change of principal n so happened tat tis new principal is veri modern, veri creative n more into media publicity. So thx 2 her, we get 2 hav such a meaningful outing b4 we grad frm PHS.

It was a half day for us. Jack Neo 1st came 2 our sch n then tog we headed for Lido cinema at orchard via TRAIN. Yes, we took train. Whole sch took turns 2 tak train to orchard. Ha. Those passengers on board mus b tinkin y suddenly gt so many PHS students board the train. On the way there, lots of ple were lookin at us. Cos gt Jack Neo n the camera men leading infront. Surely gt lots of curious eyes looking. Ha.

We get 2 occupy duno 2 or 3 big theatres. Imagine the scene whereby the whole big theatre is filled wif students frm the same sch. Wah! Majestic!! Ha. At least tats the most memorable exp i had during my study times. Reali a nice exp to have. Plus the show is reali touching.

*2 Thumbs Up!!*

I rmb this part whereby the indian man in the show, tink is the principal, he said this, "One more time, u r out of my sch!" And when we saw tat part, the whole sch lauf n tats cos our sch aso gt a similar case. Our sch discipline master, aso an indian, will stand at the sch gate every morn n start 2 catch those late students. And this is wat he will say to us, "One more time, u r out of my sch!" And the accent n expression is exactly the same. Ha. Tats y we LOL tat time. Tink onli phs stud will understand y so funni when cum 2 tat part of the show. Ha.

Though this show had been repeated on tv b4 bt i will still watch. Ha. KK, goin bac 2 watch the show. Nice show, mus watch!!

Mum's cooking CHILLI CRABS!!! BUT I CANT EAT!!! Sob sob.. Not fair. Last time when my leg wasnt injured, i dun get 2 c any crabs appear at my hse but y isit tat when i'm injured n cant eat tat, i get 2 c them??? ARGH!! Not Fair!! I Wan Revenge!! Dear saes he gona buy mi chilli crabs aft i recover. I shall eat, n they will watch mi eat. LALALALA~~~ Ha.

I'm lookin forward to my recovery. So i can eat lots of food tat i wanted 2 eat during these 2 wks. ESP CHILLI!!! Dear saes can eat chilli le bt nt those sambal chilli, onli those red chilli but still alrite. Finally get to eat them 2dae wif my kway teow soup. But its so HOT!! Tink cos too long nv touch chilli, onli get 2 put pepper so abit nt used 2 the hotness. But i believe i will get used 2 it fast. Ha.

I'm gona recover soon. Its healing fast now, hopefully by nxt wkend will b better so i can EAT & EAT & EAT!!! Ha. Cant wait for tat day. I missed food. Gona eat more. My wt dropped 1 kg during these 2 wks. Expected. Cos alot of tings cant eat. Supper onli get 2 eat those light food. Not like last time, can at least eat instant noodles.

So nxt time, i shdnt tak food for granted.

Its only when u cant eat, then u will treasure those food ard u. Mus b thankful for watever u hav now.

Haiz~ my wound still hurts... Its been onli a wk n I'm finishing the 2nd pkt of painkillers. Imagine hw pain it is. And most of the time i'm already enduring, trying nt 2 rely on the painkillers. Else i would be having my 3rd pkt of painkillers nw le. Mum saes cos the wound is deep n its healing, so tats y will feel the pain when walking. So nw, i'm reducing my walking. Cos mentally i'm already imagining the pain of my wound tearing as i walk. I told mum i nd a wheelchair, she asked mi 2 roll on the floor. Haiz~

But dad saes i can use the computer chair as my temporary wheelchair. So i will just sit on the chair n dad will push mi into my rm. Ha. I'm handicapped sia. Mus move abt in the 'wheelchair' n my butt hurts. Imagine urself stuck 2 a chair thruout the day aft u woke up. Its so uncomfortable. Plus slp aso cant slp properly. Haiz~

Bt other than difficulty in slping, walking & bathing, i'm enjoying myself as a QUEEN at home now. Ha. Mum aso wun nag at mi abt work. Perhaps its retribution. I was the one who asked for peace tat time. So rite now i gt my Peace plus another 'P', Pain. Haiz~ Heaven wans it tis way i aso cant help it. Perhaps its still nt the time for mi 2 go work cos i've already sent my resume b4 i gt injured. Maeb its for mi 2 hav sum more rest at hm b4 goin 2 work n aso 2 c hw well my family members treats mi.

Now most of the time i will jus sit on the sofa n do nth. Mus reduce walking so bo bian. And my mum will prepare meals including supper n serve 2 mi. Cos i'm used 2 eating supper b4 i slp & the painkillers require mi to have my meal 1st b4 i consume the pills. Aft i had finished eating, she will clear the dishes for mi cos usually i will wash the dishes aft i hav eaten. Then when i nd water, i jus nd call sum1 n he/she will pour for mi. Ha. And aft i woke up, she will help mi tidy my bed cos usually i will tidy up myself but nw temporary handicapped so bo bian. Ha. Nite time aso dun nd 2 bring cookie down. My bro will bring him down. I can stay hm watched tv. When my hp rings, sum1 will rush into my rm n get my fone for mi.

I aso get 2 eat more MAC Fillet O Fish cos i cant eat chicken n seafood plus i aso dun eat pork, beef, mutton, so i'm left wif FISH. Been eating fish everyday frm the day i gt injured till nw. Kind of getting sick of fish. But if chilli is added i dun mind bt i cant eat chilli. I miss my fav CHILLI!!!! So long nv touch chilli. Used to hav chilli almost every meals. But now i can onli add pepper. Haiz~ Aft i recover, i'm gonna go for spicy food hunting. I'm craving for CHILLI CRABS!!! Mum's CURRY CHICKEN!! CURRY FISH HEAD!! And Tom Yam Soup!! How i wish my wound will recover tml... Haiz~~~

I nd a gd nite slp........