jus finished watchin "Devil Beside You"... tats a show i will recommend if u love romance story.... the last epid is so sad... felt so emotional nw... can cry anitime... tat show is so touching... so loving.. so sad...

actually i watched once in office 2dae during my lunch break... suddenly nose bcum veri sour, eyes start 2 bcum blur n tears start rolling dwn my cheeks... was crying like nobody business lidat... hopefully nobody sees mi crying...

bt nw i watched the last epid again.. cos its veri touching... veri nice... makes mi so engrossed in the show... like as though i hav entered into their fantasy world... if onli the show is real... if onli the raine yang n the mike r tog in reality n both r them r jus like the show lidat... tat will b so swt!!!

tat "mike he jun xiang (the main actor)" is so handsome n charming n he's onli 23 yrs old... so young...





handsome rite?? wan c more can go internet find... gt alot of his handsome pics there... 1 of his nicest sexy pic is frm here.... http://yummycelebrities.com/2006/02/08/mike-he-jun-xiang/
or if u wan the synopsis of the drama u can visit http://www.spcnet.tv/reviews/review.php?rID=1031

ha, if sq saw his sexy pic tink she will drool... lol

yippie... i'm sick 2dae... haha... n i gt 2 daes mc... thurs n fri mc... ha... i love it man!!! finally i get 2 c my doc aft 1 yr++... so long nv get 2 c her le... maeb cos she misses mi tats y i fell sick n gt 2 go visit her... ha...

gt flu n bad sorethroat n the mc actually cost mi 32 bucks... n plus deduct 60bucks frm tis mth salary... haha... 92 bucks... near 100 bucks!!!... haha... a mc actually costs $100!!! ex sia... bt nvm... at least i get 2 hav 2 daes break plus 2 daes of wkends... i need a break badly... working is nt nice... tink mus b cos i ate too much tibits frm my own pantry tats y nw fall sick... haha...

my own pantry


hee... everywk i will stock up my pantry... so these r the food left on the beginning of my 3rd wk of attachment... ha.. so nxt time i mus eat more 2 get sick... hahaha... bt tink if keep gettin mc... even my pay aso nt enuf 2 cover 4 my mc... ha..

aniwae... 2dae, my dear gt mc aso.. hee... we both happen 2 fall sick tog... n worse is 2dae i tot of stayin hm 2 slp aft takin med bt then mum told mi 2dae no electricity frm 8.30am to 5pm... n tats so long lor... hw 2 endure the hotness??? so i tot of goin 2 my dear's hse... n his mum happen 2 b sick aso... ha.. nw like sick season... so many ple fall sick... tink the bad weather contributes a part 2 it...

stayed at his hse n played heroes.. hee our common fav game... aft the game, i was hungry so went dwn 2 hav 2nd lunch... ha... tea time... recently i reali gt big appetite sia... eat n eat non stop in office...

10.30am plus 11am, ate sandwiches then drank 1 pkt of vitasoy n soon its lunch break so went 4 makan again... aft lunch, went watch 1 hr of movie then 2 plus start eating tibits again... aft tat its 6pm, time 2 go hm 4 dinner then aft dinner, soon its time 2 slp.. haha... i like eatin non stop sia... eat n slp... more n more like pig... ha...

2dae my cousin called mi using video call... haha... i like so idiot lidat... tot is a call so as normal, i ans n keep on saein "hello, hello..." bt gt no reply... then was tinking isit the call ended... so i tak the fone away frm my ear n look at the screen... it was then tat i realise its a video call!!!!

**ah duh!!!** y i so dumb???

so malu sia... lucky onli my dear bside mi... imagine if i went 2 work 2dae, guess at tat time weihao called shd b the time i was on train hm... haha... imagine the eyes bside lookin at u... so malu rite?? ha... bt then finally i tested hw 2 use video call aft takin tis fone 4 so many mths...

tis miki aso veri cute... i showed weihao miki eating her dinner then tat miki was so scared of my fone n the sound tat she keep moving backwards n soon running away frm mi... so cute rite?? haha... then i showed cookie... tis cookie aso veri cute... weihao called his name then he tot sumbody outside the hse... then he keep lookin ard... bt it was actually frm my fone... ha... dogs r jus so cute...

aniwae, gona go get my 3rd bowl of macroroni again...

i jus wana sae...

dear, i love u lots!!!

u r so nice 2 mi... so totful... i'm so glad we r tog eventually...

thank u so much my dear!!!

thanks for pamering mi so much!!

u make mi feel like i'm the most fortunate ger on earth!!

i didnt noe u left early jus bcos u wanted to buy the mango cake 4 mi... jus cos i was angry n upset wif my bro 4 eating up our mango cake tat u bought frm bengawan solo ytd, u actually make the effort 2 go buy tat mango cake 4 mi again... thx alot my dear... **i'm so touched**

we hav been lookin ard 4 several wks jus 4 tat small mango cake... bt alwas cant get it... finally, we managed 2 find it at causeway point ytd so bought 1 hm intending 4 supper bt hu noes when i opened the fridge,

our mango cake was gone!!!

i was so upset n angry wif my bro at tat time cos he nv ask n he ate it... bt hu noes 2dae, my dear went northpoint 2 get the mango cake 4 mi bt then it so happen tat they dont have animore left so he went 2 causeway point whr we get the cake ytd.. bt the staff said tat those leftovers had been thrown away n he was told sunplaza has it so he went 2 sunplaza 2 get 2 mango cakes 4 mi...

**i'm sososo touched**

i feel like i'm so bad lidat... having 2 make my dear search ard 4 the mango cake tat i liked..

reali thx alot my dear... **muackzz**

finally its fri... waited so long 4 tis dae... finally its goin 2 b sat... a dae whr i get 2 c my dear... my dearest dear... **missing u, my dear**

2dae my partner, laureen finally returned bac frm mc le... w/o her i was like so bored... lucky gt her...

at least gt sum1 2 chat wif in office...
sum1 2 go hm wif...
sum1 2 joke wif...
sum1 2 eat wif...

was late 4 work again 2dae... tink i had been late 4 the whole of tis wk... guess my punctuality will get a big

zero

~~in the train 2 work tis morn~~

saw a gal wif the

same bag as mi

n she entered the same cabin as mine... n she was standing 3 heads bside mi... n the moment i saw her wif the same bag as mi, i was like...

omg!! y mus she carry the same bag as mi??

n y mus she enter frm the same door as mi??

n sumore standing near mi...

i can c tat those ple ard mi were like lookin at mi n her... as though they nv c ple carry same bag at the same place b4.... aniwae lucky she alighted at dobby ghaut n nt raffles place... if nt gona malu longer... ha... bt tis aso shows tat tis bag nice... ha...

**self-consoling**

my bag from bonia




aniwae, 1 funni ting 2 add 4 2dae is regarding my OIC (officer-in-charge).. guess wat he did 2dae? aft he came bac frm his meeting, he went ard

hopping in the office!!

tats true... cant believe it rite?? i aso couldnt believe my eyes...

a near 40 yr old man hopping ard like a 4 yrs old kid.... so funni sia... laureen n i couldnt stop laufing aft he left... he was like hopping here 2 ask if laureen is feelin ani betta n then aft tat he even

hop back!!!!

**omg**

n tats my oic... cute rite?? haha...

bt guess all the other colleagues there get used 2 his childishness already tats y nobody was laufin except us...

wonder hw my partner is goin 2 write her report 2 sch cos her title of report is...

"Describe My OIC"

**LOL**

its 5.30pm nw n 30more min its time 2 chiong 4 hm... everydae i'm like rushin 4 the train... cos of train, cos of wantin 2 get hm early, i put frenship aside... feel so bad at times cos i'm like so selfish.... nv wait 4 them aft work cos i wan go hm fast...

bad rite??

bt then tats mi when at work... when studyin aso same case... like alwas rushin 4 the train... as though tats gona b the last train 4 tat dae... ha... bt i jus wanted 2 get hm within the shortest period cos i miss my dogs... i miss my hm food... i miss my rm... i miss my bed... i miss the place i love most - n tats my hm!

FYI, i'm a veri homely person... when i'm out i cant wait 2 get hm... cant wait 2 c my dogs wagging their tail at the door... cant wait 2 c their smiling faces...

haiz~

2dae was a veri bored dae... cant wait 4 time 2 past.. cant wait 4 wkend 2 cum... everydae i'm wishin its sat... if onli we can work 1 dae n rest 6 daes.. like too greedy hor?? or work 3 daes rest 4 daes aso can... the lesser the no. of days of work, the betta...

workin life jus sucks...

gona go on long holi aft i hav grad... n maeb aft work on 25th nov... gotta go let dwn my hair... n enjoy!!!

duno y my colleagues here can b so cheerful n energetic everydae... they seem like evrydae is their 1st n last dae of work lidat... so happi when at work... bt y i cant??

kk gtg go pack up n read bk... bye bye

guess wat i saw early tis morn when i was walkin 2 the yis mrt station from my hse??

cant believe tat i actually saw a guy facing a wall (at the void deck), wif 1 hand supporting onto the wall n another....

masturbating!!!!

it a malay guy ard the age of 20+... he was like rushin dwn the stairs n i was wondering y tis guy nd 2 rush dwn the stairs.. n he looked veri suspicious 2 mi so when i walked past the stairs, n 4 goodness sake, i saw tat guy

"shakin his didi" so vigorously

omg!!!!

tat was like so embarrassing lor... he was wearing his pants bt tink his zip was unzipped.... y let mi c it out of so many ple?? n tat was ard 7.30am!!!

was tinkin...

wat make him suddenly so high n nd 2 masturbate in a public area?? n sumore he was like in a cannot endure state... his whole body was shaking tog wif his hand...

could it b cos he jus had sex at the stairs?? n he cannot endure then went dwn 2 "relieve"??

or isit cos he was peeping at gers b4 tat?? then suddenly gt the urge 2......

haha tats jus a rough guess

aniwae, my 1st tot was 2 quickly leave the place.... haha... cos hu noes wat will happen nxt... lol...

sianz, 2dae my partner gt fever then the colleague in charge of us (she's called jasmine aso... bt is jasmine ong.. my oic calls her J1 n mi J2.. ha) brought her 2 the raffles medical clinic at lvl 1 2 tak mc... aft tat, she went hm at 11+am n she will b on mc till tml!!! so gd lor... i aso wan... feel sick nw... haha... c her sick i aso feel sick mentally...

ha... bt cum 2 tink of it, its been 1 yr since i last visited my family doc... n nw its time 2 pay her a visit... haha... nt used 2 nt seeing her 4 too long... lol... haha... tat dae i was telling my mum i veri long nv fall sick le then she was like... choy, wat a word 2 sae... bt then nth wrong mah... duno y they so superstitious... i aso nv fall sick aft i said tat... aniwae, i aso nv sae it, i typed... ha...

"i wish... i wish i will b sick tml." haha

k tats all 4 2dae...

. phew .

finally i had finished my unit trust ppt 2dae jus b4 the clock striked 5pm.. *phew* finally can relax awhile... spent 1wk doin tat stupid ppt... at 1st i tot shd b able 2 finish within 1,2 daes time bt hu noes i actually took 1 wk 2 finish it...

*omg* y i so slow?!?!?!? if is schooling in nyp time i would hav finished in 1 dae!! the max 2 days.

aniwae i had finished n nw waiting 4 the day 2 present... sux man... wat 4 nd us 2 present when the whole department noes finance stuffs betta than us... seems like they jus wish 2 c us malu when we cant ans their qns...

how how!!?? my face so thin...

hopefully they will b bz 4ver till 25th nov then dun nd present 2 them animore... hee... aniwae 2dae was quite a fast dae... bt bt bt... my colleague in charge of us gave us work jus when mi n my partner had finished our respective ppt...

sick man!!!

we jus finished onli... haven even gt time 2 rest... n worse is, tis is nt our main proj yet!!! guess there will b endless work till the IT consultant finished the main system n assigned 2 us...

haiz!!!

"kor mia" - poor life

kk gtg find zhou gong nw... *Zoom*

. Happi Birthday!! Sheanee .

happi birthday to you,


happi birthday to you,


happi birthday to sheanee.


happi birthday to you!!!

its 911 again... so fast its another 1 yr... nv 4getting sheanne's bd is sep 11th...
wanted 2 call 2 melbourne n wish her happi bd bt then.... it seems like i mus activate the 001 overseas dialing 1st b4 calling... n i nd 2 wait 1 workin dae 4 it 2 activate...

~~~ Scenario ~~~

8pm: sms her bt no reply frm her... so i guess i gt the wrong no. again.
8+pm: tried signing msn hopin 2 find her online bt cant sign in
9pm: called her malaysia hse n ask her hp no. frm her family member.
9+pm: tried calling the given no. bt cant get thru... *panic*
9.30pm: send frenster testimonial 2 her n wish her happi bd
9.30+pm: tried calling bt cant again... seek help frm bangwei cos he in aust n i tot he would noe hw 2 call frm singapore 2 aust... bt i get no help frm him...
near 10pm: send her sms 2 the new no. i gt... n finally i gt her reply... *finally*

~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~ ~~~

so sry sheanee... cant call u 2dae... will call u sum other daes..

. finally a break .

Finally!!!!

Finally!!!!

Finally!!!!

finally its end of work on fri... waited so long 4 tis dae... it seems like i hav worked there 4 1 mth le bt its onli 1 wk... haiz.. 11 more wks 2 go... **faster** bt i'm sososososo happi.... reali veri happi n finally can relax abit... duno hw 2 describe tat feeling aso... jus feel veri happi 2 b at hm... at least can spend more time at hm wif my dogs over the wkends... my dogs r alwas so happi 2 c mi... mus b miss mi too much... i miss them alot too... alwas huggin 2 my office dog n tinkin of my dogs at hm... esp cookie... will wonder if he gt eat aniting anot.. cos i noe if i'm nt at hm he wun eat... i'm worried 4 his gastric.. cos he alwas vomit when he is too hungry... so poor ting rite?

aniwae... few daes bac i was saeing attending bloomberg courses is veri stupid.. bt nw i shd b called the stupid 1 cos i jus attended 1 lesson 2dae tog wif my partner, laureen... ha... it was a veri veri nice place... it seems like i hav entered into the future world... it was a veri white feeling cos everywhr was mainly white... n the moment i step into tat lvl... we were asked to stand n face the camera infront... i tot they jus wan 2 hav a check if we gt criminal rec bt hu noes is taking foto n i was like lookin so blur in the foto of the name tag...

n the nxt interestin ting was tat... we happened 2 c a real live news reporter (is an ang mo) in a transparant glass rm reporting news... shd b abt the stock markets... at 1st i tot tat was jus a fake person as in like a solid model bt hu noes is a real guy... i saw him walkin out when i was having my lunch there... the pantry there was super big n nice n gt lots of food there... cup noodles, all sorts of tibits, swts, choc, boxes of set lunch, many types of can drinks(kept in the cooler machine) n coffee making machine... the environment is like eatin in cafe kind... veri nice... even if go attend the lesson in the training rm aso can tak food in n eat... can eat n listen at the same time... sum even brought alcohol in... the training rm's glass window was the most amazing ting... at 1st it was totally transparent bt then when the lights were off, the glass window bcame tinted... so nice...

aniwae... jus finished watchin the 9pm show... wasted tat norman n melissa nv get tog in the end... he is still so stubborn n determined in his aim of nt gettin married... bt aniwae, tis a veri nice show.. bt nw it has ended le n i'm workin so tink mon onwards can slp at 9pm le.. kk nw gtg play some games...

its play time!!!

. meaningless life .

work
work
work

so meaningless.. early morning mus cum here 2 work till 6pm... workin is making mi sick... feels tat my life is so meaningless... work, go hm bathe, eat dinner, rest 1 hr, watch 1 hr tv then slp...

what a life.. so poor ting rite? no entertainment except 1hr plus of tv show...

wonder when will 25nov cums... i wan lead a tai tai life.. dun wan go work... wan work aso mus work at hm... or same place wif my dear then i dun mind... at least everydae, every min can c him then wun feel so bored at work... cos seein him makes mi feels energetic... makes mi 4gets my boredness at work.... my tiredness...

dear, i miss u so much... time past so slow when at work... stayin here 4 1 dae like stayin 4 1 mth... sumbody pls get mi out of here!!!!

again, its 5.30pm nw... finally finally finally... 30 more min 2 leavin 4 hm... love hm... miss my dogs... miss cookie alot.. ya i noe i'm biased... miss cookie alot nv miss miki alot.. ha bt its the fact... nw whenever i reached hm n i c my 2 dogs waggin their tails at the door... i feel veri welcum, veri happi, veri relaxed, veri "at hm"... it jus makes mi love being at hm so much.. amazingly, it makes mi 4get all the tiredness n boredness i had earlier on...

nw everybody is relaxing.. eating... chit chattin... walkin ard... left mi n my partners sitting dwn here like silly fools lidat... so bored... tink i aso workin harder than them... they spent most of their times answering non-important calls, eating snacks, chit chattin in grps and laufing so loudly like nobody business... tinkin tat we r interested in their chat n laughter...

finally its goin 2 b 6... gona pack bag nw n go hm soon... gtg... bye~

. i hate working .

working is indeed veri sucky... nt fun at all... feel like quitting... so bored... wan watch movie, scared get caught so cannot keep watchin... n 2dae, i was given another task... do a powerpoint slides n do a presentation nxt wed... the amt of time given was alrite bt then the tot of mi havin 2 present again n 2 my whole department make mi nervous n scared... sianz lor.. i tot i wun nd 2 present in attachment de...

sianz

sianz

sianz...

n nw i'm tinkin of a gd reason nt 2 do sign up 4 the bloomberg courses... stupid man... nt as if i'm a bloomberg frequent user... n F.Y.I. bloomberg is an overseas company which is the leading global provider of data, news and analytics.. n behind my desk area is a bloomberg terminal...



it looks sth like tis.. veri special... it caught my attention when i step into my department... it provides real-time and archived financial and market data, pricing, trading, news and communications tools in a single, integrated package to corporations, news organizations, financial and legal professionals and individuals around the world... interestin rite? then both of the screens can show both the same info or different info seperately... n the best ting i found out 2dae is u can ask ur doubts n chat wif the bloomberg helpdesk ple in a chatroom...

jus gt called 2 go c my OIC... had a tok wif him... sianz sia... mus wait till mid oct then will start on the proj... finally nw its 5.17pm... few more min 2 6 n its time 2 go hm... finally... when its 5 goin 2 6... i'm the happiest... cos its time 2 leave 4 hm n c my dogs n hav a nice slp..... miss slping so much... everydae work n work... no life sia... everydae wishin time past fast... faster get mi out of here...

57 more days 2 go...

. 2nd day at work .

2dae was a much betta dae than ytd... maeb cos there's work 2 do so time past faster n wasnt tat boring cos i brought my hardisk 2 watch movies n listen 2 songs there... i even brought lots of snacks there in case i'm hungry... cos too shy 2 go pantry n tak... n aso my drawing bk n a library bk on dogs... in case reali gt nth 2 do i wun b so bored...

n 2dae, i wore slipper 2 work... finally... comfort 4 my 2 legs... slipper is so much betta... can walk faster n comfortably... n finally i wasnt late 2dae... reached my desk at 8.25am... 1st time so early... tink soon i wun b called late princess or queen animore...

n the most impt ting 4 2dae is.... i've gt another dog... i mean a toy dog... a soft toy... ya, its another soft toy dog... i love dogs n i love soft toys... jus gt it 2dae durin my 2 hr lunch break... met my dear 4 lunch at the tanjiong pagar shopping centre... gt a pet shop there.. bt it wasnt reali a pet shop... jus a shop selling dogs stuff... 4 human n 4 dogs.. happen 2 c tis cute little dog... n my dear tak n hug n cant seem 2 let it go... ha.. so he bought tat 4 mi so i can hug in office... nw tat dog is at my working desk...










feeling so tired nw... gona go slp... eyes closing... n life sucks...
miss my bed...
miss my dear...
miss cookie...
miss tv...
miss slp....

gtg slp... bye... nitez

. 1st dae of work .

1st dae at work was super bored... n super tiring... bt luckily gt my dear 2 pei wo go work n during lunch break... so sianz lor... nd 2 wak up so early 4 work.. n tats gona last 4 3mths... n the train is so fully packed.. like sardines lidat...

n worse is mus wear formal shoes... n tats heels... it hurts lor... i hate heels... i hate working life... its nt fun at all... feel like quiting.. bt i cant.. bt then the environment there is veri gd... tats sth i mus comment... my workplace is veri big n spacious... the chair is veri comfortable.. sit le can fall aslp... bt the aircon was veri cold... **frezzing**

bt 4 the whole of 2dae was doing nth... readin up the GIC portal bt tat was veri bored... i even had 2 attend a near 2 hr lec on financial stuffs conducted by the OIC n worse is he saes there will b a quiz at the end of tis mth... omg!!! spare mi!!!



there wasnt ani internet connection till near 5pm i signed the internet connection form then can surf net... so mafan... bt 5 pm was the time i like... cos its time 2 go hm soon... 1 hr more 2 leaving 4 hm... n durin tis hr... time past the fastest... n 5.30 i hav finished packing my bag preparing 2 go hm immed at 6pm...

6 plus the train was crowded again... seems like i'm bac wif the other sardines i was packed wif tis morn... so tired... cant wait 2 get hm asap... n jump onto my bed n had a nice gd slp... nw i miss my bed so much...

if onli i can hav my bed there....

wonder hw am i goin 2 endure 3 mths... **tired**

59 more days 2 go...

. ARGH!!!!! .

went shopping at causeway point 2dae... went 2 do my last shopping b4 attachment starts tml... on the way there, a pri sch boi approach mi 4 donation... n u noe hw he greeted mi???


Boi: auntie wan donate??
Mi:

**ARGH**

i'm onli 19 yrs old... the most 10 yrs older than u nia... u dare call mi

auntie!!!!

nv die b4 ar?? **blood boiling**


so angry lor... stupid boi... i whr gt look like auntie... i'm onli 19 tis yr!!! haven even 20... i look even younger n maeb prettier than ur mum lor... call mi auntie... lidat other ple shd b called ah ma liao...

argh...

tink of it i'm angry... nt gona tok abt it.. **herh**

gona go enjoy my last few hrs b4 work tml... hopefully tml will b a nice dae... **JIA YOU**

. a day out .

jus came back hm aft a day at my grandma hse... tired... hm swt hm... tink my dear had fallen aslp... so i guess i'm goin 2 find my bed soon... my bed is tempting mi...

**YAWN**

**Vision Blurred**

**Eyes Closing**

**Counting Down**

**3**

**2**

**1**

there i go.... bye.... gdnitezzz

**Bed, i'm cuming**

. counting down-2 more days .

yoz, jus woke up nt long ago n had my lunch... nw 4 plus going 5pm... n in abt an hr time i gotta eat dinner..

omg!!!! hw am i going 2 finish it??? mummy, i'm nt a pig...

sianz, so fast its friday again... seems like my last paper was jus ytd bt nw 1 wk's over... so fast... n soon i gona start my attachment at GIC (Government of Singapore Investment Corp).... 4th sep will b my 1st working day in the industrial world... 19 yrs of life... 1st time going out 2 work... ha.. sumore in such a big company... abit scared...

hopefully it will turns out 2 b a fruitful experience there...

hopefully i get 2 noe sum1 living near mi n gt a car n willing 2 fetch mi 2 n fro... haha... tat will b nice

hopefully i wun nd 2 eat alone during my lunch break... cos tats so poor ting.. best is gt ple buy lunch 4 mi... wahaha

hopefully the ple there will b nice 2 mi... hee.. tinkin too much

haha... guess i'm tinkin too much... haha... so many hopefully... haven start work then start wishing for tis n tat... haha..

left 2 more days b4 work starts so nw gotta enjoy myself 1st... left these 2 daes of holi onli... aft tat will b a stretch of 6 mths working n fypj...

kk gtg play games... sianz.. audition sea under maintainence gona wait awhile... gt 2 find other games 2 play... cya... byez~