My dad has been discharged last wed n is resting at hm right now. Many thanks to those who cared for mi during these few days. My good friends, colleagues n my dear. Reali appreciate it.

Sq who was the 1st to sms mi n showed lots of concern for mi n my dad.

Sheanee who sms me all the way frm Melbourne.

My boss n colleagues who's been caring for mi these few days, worried tat i will be very tired, they helped mi wif most of my work.

And of cos my dear who's been always there for mi, cheering mi up, accompanying mi to the hosp, running errands for mi, helping mi wif the housework, lookin aft mi, reminding mi of my meals n consoling mi. You must have been so tired these few days.

Thank You SO MUCH!! I'm touched by all ur care & concern. At least i noe i'm nt alone. I still gt many frens who cared for mi.

Hopefully my dad will recover fast n best is dun nd to go under the knife. Till nw i'm stil very against the idea of goin for the operation. Its nt like i hav no faith in the surgeons n technology, its jus tat i dun have faith in myself, i have no confidence for the future. Who can guarantee that there wun b ani adverse effect in the longterm??

Perhaps all these came too fast. I still find it very hard 2 accept. My dad was fine all along. Who will tink tat he will hav such a day at such a young age??? Everyday i'm thinkin, perhaps tis is jus a nitemare n it will b gone aft i wak up the nxt day. Bt y isit nt so??

My mum was actually deciding to let my dad to go for the op asap, bt nw her tinkin changed. Perhaps under my influence. Bt wat i told her wasnt w/o ani evidence. Aniwae, nw tat she's willing to give my dad n herself more time, its a gd start. Her conversation wif a physican & "Dua Ya Peh" makes her realised tat she's been too rush for tings. Goes to show tat i'm right to go against her idea frm the start. Else, she would have signed for the op b4 my dad gt discharged. Guess all these r fated.

Bt still i do believe in miracles n i'm startin to see it. God must hav heard my prayers when i visit the temple on Sat. Pls continue to bless my dad.

Results out - 85% blockage in his main artery n wif other 20% blockages in other arteries. My dad nd a coronary artery bypass surgery, which is to tak a vein frm his leg or arm n do a bypass frm the aorta n the clot artery so tat the blood can flow thru.

To operate or nt is a tough decision. Bt if no operation is done, we nv noe hw long can the 15% withstand the blood flow. Bt if we go ahead wif the operation, there's risks to consider too. Seriously wif his condition lidat, we all dun feel safe letting him resume work w/o ani treatment. We wun noe when will there b a 3rd time. Ya, the nxt heart attack will be the 3rd time.

Cos initially when we went for tomb sweeping few mths back, my dad experienced the same ting. Giddy, breathless n cold sweat. Bt we all tot is bcos of the hot n stuffy weather cos at the beginning of the day, i was the 1 feeling very uncomfy bt i was alrite aft sumtime. So we ignore the 1st warning since he was fine aft tat.

Bt hu noes, on Saturday, he experienced the same ting too. Or shd sae its a worse experience. He said he did feel pain in his chest n feel very terrible. And tats y he ended up in Coronary Care Unit. Bt he's reali very lucky for being conscious thru'out n able to ask his colleague to call for ambulance.

Nw tink back he is reali very very lucky to save back his life 2 times. Imagine during the 1st attack, it bcum serious n we still tot is normal giddiness n cold sweat. And what if we tot he's resting bt ended up he slpt n nv wak up?? And what if tis time round he was all alone or on the road. Its so dangerous lar. Shd b glad he's fine for nw. Jus tat the decision makin is tough. Its a lifetime ting.

Gona go for praying maeb tis wkends, n i nd 2 do exercise too. Cos we nv noe isit inheritance cos given my dad age, its kind of too early for such illness. 1 gd reason is inheritance. So frm nw on, i've gt 2 look aft my own health, mus lead a healthy lifestyle tog wif my dad.

Nth is more precious than ur gd health. Dun regret when its too late.

*Deep frm my heart, i pray for u*

It wasnt a pleasant wkends. Was actually about 2 leave hm for shopping wif my dear on Sat but mum received a fone call frm dad's colleague saying that my dad has been sent to TTSH by an ambulance. Both of us were shocked by the call bt of cos my mum was more anxious n worried than mi. Her hands were shaking upon hearing the news. His colleague said that my dad was giddy so i was tinkin, well maybe is jus a minor issue. Cos i aso feel giddy b4.

Rushed dwn in a cab wif mum to the emergency center bt couldnt get 2 c my dad cos sum1 was in there so both of us waited outside. While waiting, we saw many bedridden patients being pushed out. All of them looked fine to mi. So i assured my mum tat dad will b fine for sure. I was playing my ds till suddenly i heard sum beeping sound n saw a familiar patient n bag being pushed out frm the emergency center. I was like OMG!!!!! I duno hw 2 describe my feelings at tat moment. I jus shouted to my mum, "Its dad!!!" and quickly gave chase.

The nurses told us to tak another lift up to lvl 6A so we rushed for the lift n went up. The moment i found 6A, i was speechless n started to shiver. The word "Coronary Care Unit" freak mi out. I was tinking, y isit so serious???? Y isit not a normal ward??? He was totally fine on fri nite n nv complain abt ani chest pain b4!!! Mus b they make a mistake!!!!

So the both of us rushed in aimlessly trying to look for my dad bt was told to wait outside for 30 min. 30 min can be very short bt ytd, the 30 min seemed like 30 hrs to us. Can see that mum was very frightened. Perhaps by the sight of the rms n patients inside. Its actually an ICU. 1 patient in a rm wif glass door n a nurse outside each rm. Just imagine it n u will noe hw worried we were.

Finally the nurse came calling for us. Followed in n saw my dad lying on the bed wif so many equipments n needles poking into his hands. My heart felt so sour on seeing tat bt i held back my tears. Cos i noe its nt the time for mi to be emotional, i nd to be strong. My parents nd mi. Doc came to explain tat there's a clot in his heart n he will nd a further checkup (think they term it as Coronary Angiogram) tml to see if he will nd bypass surgery or balloon angioplasty. Its gona be so painful~~~~~ Haiz~

I reali reali reali hope tat tml's report will be a positive 1. No matter hw bad tempered or stubborn he is, he's still my dad. Of cos i will wish tat nth bad happen to him.

Pls, get well soon. We need you.....

Am i lucky or unlucky??

The sky was very dark when i alight at yishun tis evening. It looked like its going to rain any minute. Not wanting to waste time waiting for bus n squeezing thru the crowd, i walked hm. Actually i still prefer walking hm, save time.

Was hoping that i will b able to avoid the rain BT HU NOES.... as i was halfway hm, n jus 3 MORE STEPS to a sheltered area, i felt a big splash of water pouring dwn ON ME!!! I was like....

WHO THE HELL WAS TAT???? CANT U CHECK 1st B4 U POUR WATER DOWN??? PLUS THATS NOT UR GARDEN!!!! WHO SAES U CAN POUR WATER DOWN AS N WHEN U LIKE??? U THINK WHAT?? THAILAND AR? WATER SPLASHING DAY??

Needless to say, must be some uncivilised ple. No pt quarrelling with them. Can only sae i'm unlucky. Bt at least i wasnt all drenched. Only my hair n the bottom of my jeans n slippers were partly wet. If nt i would hav shouted loudly which IDIOT IS TAT?? Cos normal reaction is faster "siam" so i quickly walk away bt still gt myself wet abit.

ARGH!!! I was trying to escape frm the rain n there i was wet frm some unknown source n reason. Dun even noe if the water is clean or dirty. Scully its for washing feet. Aniwae had a bath immed aft i reached hm.

Pls, dun let it happen the 2nd time. I'm made of paper!!!! LOL.