Experienced the 1st time eating a meal outside alone. Haiz~~ So Sad.

Cos 2dae is dear's 2nd day at his new work place n his boss invited the team for lunch. He's workin hard for our future, so i mus b understanding. Its nt his fault too. So dear, dun feel guilty k??

Wanted 2 call my colleague whom i had lunch with ytd to lunch wif mi 2dae bt then..... she had a lunch appointment wif her fren so i cant possibly force her 2 eat wif mi mah.

Another colleague whom i can lunch wif had already quit on fri so 1 less person 2 call for lunch nw.

Tot of askin my cousin who worked in the same place as mi for lunch bt she's meeting her colleagues too. And she said its raining outside so most likely she's gona buy bac 2 eat.

Therefore, i went for my lunch ALONE. 20 yrs in my life, or shd say, as far as i noe, i hav never eaten alone outside b4. The most is buy bread or finger food n eat as i walk. Cos i feel tat, eating alone outside is so poor ting.

Whenever i c those ple eating alone, i will tell my dear, "The person is so poor ting!! Y is he eating alone???"

Nw its my turn. BooHoOHOO...

Felt so poor ting for myself as i was eating. The only tot tat came 2 my mind was, "Faster eat n leave. Lidat ple wun c mi eating alone." So i settled my lunch in 10 min n left 2 buy sum snacks in case i get hungry aft lunch. In less than 30 min i'm back at my seat.

Fortunately i didnt tabao back 2 the pantry 2 eat cos its super crowded. Will make me feel even more poor ting. Maeb bcos of the weather outside tats y the staffs tabao bac 2 eat. Like wat i expected, tats y i left for lunch slightly earlier so tat i can avoid the crowd & avoid the stares.

Aniwae, i've survived the day. Survived having 2 eat lunch by myself. Hopefully its nt gona repeat everyday.

I DON'T WANT!!! SO POOR TING!!