Its such a small small world....

Its my 11th day of working at starhub today n so coincidentally i saw a familiar face in the lift tis morn.

At 1st the lift was very crowded till lvl 6, the center portion was cleared. It was then tat i noticed tis ger standing directly opp mi looked soooo familiar. Noe who isit??? ITS MY COUSIN!!!!!

Bt i wasnt sure if its her. Cos its been very long since i last saw her n was afraid she doesnt recognise mi or maeb its the wrong person i'm calling, so i didnt call her in the lift sumore there's other ple ard. Latr malu myself. And she's bz wif her fone aso. Bt sumhw i'm quite sure its her cos i rmb mum saying she used to work in starhub too.

So when i went back to my desk, i asked my relative for her mobile no. n BINGO!!! Its reali her!!! Ha. Wat a small small world. Both of us r working in the same building, same company, bt different lvl. She's at lvl7 n i'm at lvl 8. The feeling of having to noe a person working same place as u is SO NICE!! Sumore she's my relative. Same surname leh. Ha. At least wun feel tat lonely cos rite now, i dun even hav a fren there. So nxt time i can find her for lunch.

Till nw i still find it so dramatic. We were directly opp bt didnt get to see each other. Bt even if she saw mi, i dun tink she will recognise mi. Cos i tink its been like 2,3 yrs since we last met. Even my godsis who jus saw mi on mid may 2007, aso cant recognise mi on 13th dec 2007. Maeb its bcos of my haircut. And i was wearin formal sumore.

Kk, its time to be prepared to slp. I feel so bad to be late everyday n i nd to b focused in my work. 1 single mistake made is worst than starting from scratch. And i tink i'm getting a little too paranoid.

Whenever i hear my boss fone rings, i will always feel tat, "Must b i made a mistake again" n will tend to eavesdrop. I noe i shdnt bt I'm very worried tat i made a mistake cos it involves too many persons, too many steps. I made a few mistakes b4 so nw i'm kind of scared.

Sumtimes i reali find tat i'm soooo stupid. Y cant i understand the stupid system n procedures??? Afterall i'm an IT stud, wats so diffi 2 understand when every1 noes it so well. Bt i mus say its nt bcos i'm stupid, its tat they make it TOO MESSY!!! *Consoling myself* Till i feel tat programming is so much easier. Every piece of work u do will trigger an email out to many parties. So if u make a mistake sumwhr, gd luck lor. Happy editing and replying.