I miss my chi name.... Wonder if any1 still rmb tat....

For mi, i've gt names at different stage of life.

Since young, my relatives all called me "Jasmine" so i'm used 2 them calling tat. Bt when i'm in pri sch & sec 1, sec 2 period, i was always called by my chi name. Till sec 3, when "Jasmine" bcame my legal name, every1 started calling mi by tat till i almost 4gtten i've gt a chi name. Bt sum of them will still prefer calling mi by my chi name. I prefer tat too. When i went poly, of cos again, i was known as "Jasmine" bt slowly it bcame "Jia-si-mi" (wat 2 eat). All thx 2 Xiang Ming. So slowly some of my poly frens started calling mi "Jia-si-mi". Still rmb he always asked,"Jia-si-mi ai jia si mi??" Its actually in dialect. Bt it means "Jasmine, wat u wan 2 eat?" Wat a nice phrase. LOL.

Messy rite?? I'm called by both names frm different grp of ple. Sum noe my chi name duno my eng name, sum noe my eng name duno my chi name.

So since sec sch, i haven been hearing my chi name. Unless i'm goin out wif my regular sec sch clique. Sumhw i miss the call of it. I jus miss it. So u guys noe wat 2 do?? If u r free, give mi a call n call my chi name. Ha.

Aniwae, i seriously tink tat tis is GORGEOUS!!!! McLaren F1. Dont u tink so??? Its on 2dae's newspaper if i'm nt wrong bt maeb slightly different frm tis. Bt tis is so nice lar.... Wonder when can i ever hav such a car. Work 365 days a yr n for a lifetime aso cant afford tis car. Tink the most can only buy the wheels.


More pics frm here.

A morning scene in the train tat sets mi tinking even till now........

I reali dun understand wat r those ple tinking. Their legs r more impt or a person's life more impt??

If u travel in the morn, u will noe tat the trains r 4ever crowded. U wun even hav the space 2 bend dwn 2 tie ur shoe lace etc n the train can b rather stuffy at times.

So tis morn, while the train was at orchard mrt station, many ple alighted n i happened 2 turn over n face the front door n guess wat i saw?

Frm a dist away, I saw tis poor ger squatting dwn between the 2 rows of seats & nobody bothered 2 render any help. None of them offer a seat 2 her!! All of them were either lookin at her or pretending 2 slp or look elsewhr. ...............Why is tat sooo??

I tot office ple r supposed 2 b the higher class ple, i tot they r supposed 2 b more educated, i tot they r supposed 2 b more helpful, i tot..... bt y isit tat none of them r kind enuf 2 help tat poor ger??

Maeb bcos i was once like her. Actually nt once, its twice. So I understand totally. The feeling is real sick n at tat time, u wun even b bothered abt ur public behaviour. Nth else matters. Even if u were 2 lie dwn on the floor, u wun even b bothered if u r wearing white or if ur clothes r too ex 2 b dirty.

Sumhw, the nitemare appears in my mind. Or shd sae, it always do when i'm travelling by train. I wonder hw did i fall tat time. Did i lie on sumbody or wat?? Hw was their reaction?

Aniwae, bac 2 2dae's incident. I wanted 2 go forward 2 help bt tis grp of ple came in n block my view again. I was tinkin if those ple who came in will help her nt. Bt none. They jus looked. And its so crowded, i cant go forward 2 lend her my medicated oil. When nearing somerset, tis guy finally stopped playing his psp n stood up to give his seat 2 her cos he's alighting. Betta than nth. So tis ger stood up n sat dwn. Her face was so white n pale. She mus b feeling very uncomfortable. Wanted 2 gif her medicated oil bt then i nd 2 alight.

Hope she's fine aft tat. Bt at least she's smarter than mi. She squatted dwn when she doesnt feel well. Nt like mi, endure till i black out. I wonder, if she were 2 faint, will those ple still sit there or stand there do nth?? Y mus ple always wait till tings get serious then start 2 hav some action??

If i were standing nearby her, surely i will help. If nobody wan gif up her seat, i shall be the bad ger for tat once. Scold the person till he/she auto gif up the seat. Bt luckily i dun nd 2 b the bad ger 2dae. I almost hav to.....

Another ting is tat, when i'm takin the train hm, i saw the guy who gave up his seat. He board the same train as mi n even entered frm the same cabin. Again, he is wif his psp. And tats hw i recognised him. Even when he was walking dwn the flight of stairs, his eyes r still on his psp. Wats wrong wif these ple...

PSP kills......

Shopping on sat.

Went compass pt gt pizza for my dogs n bought a pair of shoes frm DMK. So far, onli their shoes r the betta 1. At least betta than C&K. It always hurt my feet badly. Only DMK shoes wun. Only a little discomfort when i wore for the 1st few times. Bt of cos it doesnt apply to all their shoes. Only some. Still depends on the material they used. Bt their sandals n slippers usually dont reali hurt.

Aft tat, went causeway pt. Bought 2 tops n 1 pants. Bt its nt for new yr. Jus casual wear. Bt 1 of the top reali suits mi. Cos its printed "I may be LATE but i'm so worth the WAIT." Suits mi rite?? My frens will noe. Tink nw my boss aso noes cos i'm late for work everyday. Tink i nd 5 tees for tis. So tat i can wear them everyday. Since i'm late always.

Haven reali buy clothes for cny except for maeb the 2 tops frm heeren. Dun reali c the nd of buyin new clothes jus for cny. I rather buy clothes for work. Want buy new clothes can always buy other time. Y mus wear new clothes on cny?? Bt i tink i will nd a new wardrobe. Aniwae, i've gt quite a few pieces tat i hardly wore so maeb can jus tak n wear for cny. Its just tat few days. Aft tat will b working aso.

Managed to catch the last 30 min of AVP 1 on channel 5 jus nw. Finally i understand abit of AVP 2 nw. With the aid of bro explanation. Didnt noe the predator in AVP 1 is so humane. Even a predator can b so humane, y r sum of us human beings so cruel?? Killing dolphins, killing sharks, killing other animals for their skin, torturing animals, digging cat eyes etc. I'm nt a vegeterian myself so maeb i dun reali hav the right 2 sae these bt at least i'm nt reali a meat eater. I'm more of the veggie side. I dun take pork, beef, mutton, deer, frog. I onli eat small amt of chicken n fish & its nt for all the meals. Cos sumtimes will feel gross when i tink of hw they died.

Aniwae, its jus a show. Gona go feed my dogs their supper n prepare to slp. Nite~

Went shopping today.

Finally managed to shop in orchard. Been workin in orchard bt haven get a chance 2 do some shopping. Cos 2dae boss went to other branch for meeting n actually its said 2 b 1 whole day. So frm morn when i reached, i saw her taking her bag n headed for the lift.

So since the cat is nt ard, of cos the mouse will come out to play. Ha. I will nv 4get tis sentence. Its said by a director.

Bt aniwae, i've gt nth 2 do there. Go office aso rot in front of the com. Might as well go for a longer lunch break n do some shopping. Sumore cny coming. I dun even hav time to buy my stuffs. Cos wkend will b so tired of goin out. So can only make use of time here n there.

Went to my fav shop "MU" at heeren n bought 2 tops. Gt a free "MU" notebk too. Nice nice bt of cos the clothes are ex. Always rmb tis, u pay for wat u get.

Aniwae, i saw tis guy in the shop n i supposed he is the boss there. If i'm nt wrong he is a fashion designer tat appears on tv recently bt cant rmb which show isit. No wonder he is the boss there. Maeb he is the shop designer aso. Hu noes.

Aniwae, i'm goin for tv show n gotta slp early 2dae. Having flu. Makes mi feel so sick. Finally its fri tml. FInally Finally Finally.....

How big is 100???

Sumtimes "100" doesnt mean huge amt. Like if i sae, 100 students. Actually it isnt alot. Its only abt 2.5 class. Bt if i say, create 100 user accounts with no shortcuts. Wat do u tink???

2day my boss gave mi an application form & the requester requests for 100 office lines. Well i wasnt tinkin much abt the 100 lines initially. Till she guided mi till tis step whr i nd 2 repeat for 100 times!!!


Our conversation:

I still rmb she said tis,"Ok, continue adding for 100 times."
I reali tot she was kidding. So i replied,"Huh?? 100 times??"
And she said, "Ya, 100 times cos they nd 100 lines."
"This is madness!!!!" i exclaimed and I asked,"Y didnt the IT dept do sth abt it???
Guess wat??
She said, "They didnt foresee tis situation."
I was, "........................."
She laughed n said, "Its ok, u can tak the whole noon to do it."


I reali duno wat 2 say abt their IT dept. I'm so glad i didnt choose to go to tat IT dept to work else i tink i will quit the 2nd day n wun ever mention 2 ani1 i worked there b4. Its so embarrassing. A big company wif such lousy IT dept. Bt bcos of tis, i'm sooo eager to see which smart fellow or fellowS created the whole rubbish.

Im reali dying to noe who isit!!! I swear i mus find out who isit b4 i quit..

Repeat 100 times. Wat a joke. 1st time i'm hearing tat when IT skill is so advanced now. And when they print the documents out, its gona b 100 pages. 100 pages for jus 1 application form!!!

Bt tats nt the main pt yet. Here's the main part.

My boss said,"Tis is onli the 1st 100. There's still 500 more to go............."

*Speechless*

I reali duno wat 2 sae. Blame the IT dept? Or blame myself for nt gathering enuf information n choosing company wif such lousy IT developers n thus i've gt to use their "hardwork".

Wat rubbish is tis..... Tis kind of application they dare to let others use.

ARGH!!! I had enuf of the stupid system!! I'm nt gona stay there for long. It makes mi bcome more n more stupid as the days past. Was playing out wif VBA in office 2day n I almost 4gt hw 2 declare a normal method.

Sumhw tis tot came to mi as i was on my way hm 2dae.

Since i dun like using stupid system created by stupid ple, the only way is to be the developer then.

I'm gona re-pickup my programming skills frm tml onwards. I dun wana b stupid!!!! I'M NOT STUPID!!! I shall make use of the slacking time 2 do sth useful n maeb i will consider doin a IT job.

Programming is fun. I missed programming....

Its such a small small world....

Its my 11th day of working at starhub today n so coincidentally i saw a familiar face in the lift tis morn.

At 1st the lift was very crowded till lvl 6, the center portion was cleared. It was then tat i noticed tis ger standing directly opp mi looked soooo familiar. Noe who isit??? ITS MY COUSIN!!!!!

Bt i wasnt sure if its her. Cos its been very long since i last saw her n was afraid she doesnt recognise mi or maeb its the wrong person i'm calling, so i didnt call her in the lift sumore there's other ple ard. Latr malu myself. And she's bz wif her fone aso. Bt sumhw i'm quite sure its her cos i rmb mum saying she used to work in starhub too.

So when i went back to my desk, i asked my relative for her mobile no. n BINGO!!! Its reali her!!! Ha. Wat a small small world. Both of us r working in the same building, same company, bt different lvl. She's at lvl7 n i'm at lvl 8. The feeling of having to noe a person working same place as u is SO NICE!! Sumore she's my relative. Same surname leh. Ha. At least wun feel tat lonely cos rite now, i dun even hav a fren there. So nxt time i can find her for lunch.

Till nw i still find it so dramatic. We were directly opp bt didnt get to see each other. Bt even if she saw mi, i dun tink she will recognise mi. Cos i tink its been like 2,3 yrs since we last met. Even my godsis who jus saw mi on mid may 2007, aso cant recognise mi on 13th dec 2007. Maeb its bcos of my haircut. And i was wearin formal sumore.

Kk, its time to be prepared to slp. I feel so bad to be late everyday n i nd to b focused in my work. 1 single mistake made is worst than starting from scratch. And i tink i'm getting a little too paranoid.

Whenever i hear my boss fone rings, i will always feel tat, "Must b i made a mistake again" n will tend to eavesdrop. I noe i shdnt bt I'm very worried tat i made a mistake cos it involves too many persons, too many steps. I made a few mistakes b4 so nw i'm kind of scared.

Sumtimes i reali find tat i'm soooo stupid. Y cant i understand the stupid system n procedures??? Afterall i'm an IT stud, wats so diffi 2 understand when every1 noes it so well. Bt i mus say its nt bcos i'm stupid, its tat they make it TOO MESSY!!! *Consoling myself* Till i feel tat programming is so much easier. Every piece of work u do will trigger an email out to many parties. So if u make a mistake sumwhr, gd luck lor. Happy editing and replying.

Will just post pics for 2dae.

Left out these pics when i post abt mic bd celebration.



Making a wish....... "I wish, i wish, i wish to have an ah neh bf..." Opps.... HAHA.


I seriously love tis pic. She was waiting till so impatient while i am trying out wif vien hp camera. LOL.


Grp foto.... Bt still incomplete cos Sheanee's missing.


1st time seeing the ferris wheel. Ya, i'm a mountain tortoise. Now then i noe the ferris wheel is so pretty at nite. How i wish......


Wats all these actually??? Balls?? I was telling mic if she can go down n pick up 1 of it, i will gif her 100 bucks. Ha. And slowly we all started 2 raise the bet bt of cos she didnt accept it.




My stationary box. As usual, snacks r a must for mi.


My christmas present frm my boss. So nice of her. Onli work there for 2 days n she gave mi present. Bt i've gt 1 similar 1 at hm too. Ha. Tats y i gt a shock when i c tis on my work desk.


Hello Kitty cushion frm my dear on fri. So sweettt.... I hope its nt gona get stolen when i return on mon.


Charmmy Kitty pen n pencil.

Finally its fri tml.

I'm tired of waking up so early n travelling in such a packed train. I seriously felt like i'm a sardine at tat moment. And i had enuf of those hu kept stepping on my TOES!!! Be it accidentally or wat. Its IRRITATING!!! Painful n yet cant bend dwn 2 rub my toes cos of the limited spaces. And its kind of stuffy in the train too. Wonder when am i going to faint again.

And my toes dont seem to be recovering. At times it hurts when i walked. Isit normal or isit bcos i've walked too much or too fast??? Sumore i'm nt wearing heels. Hope it recovers.

Work's still the same. Boring. Bt then actually its very messy. Till nw i'm still blur on the steps. Shant tink abt it aft work. 2dae i received a missed call n sms frm the previous company i went. Rmb i mentioned the interviewers faces r more bitter than bitter gurd? Ya, tat company. Tink tml then call back. Bt most likely wun accept it. Compare 2 starhub, tink starhub nicer.

At least my boss is nt bad n no OT. N rite now, most of the times i'm slacking. Unless gt work 2 do. Bt 1 day sure will slack few hrs. I tink i'm the only slacker there now. When i go for lunch, every1's still ard doing work, when i return aft 1 hr, they r still at their seat working n i nv c them goin for lunch aft i return. And, i dun hear or see them eating in office. I wonder how did their stomach remained so obedient.

I'm like the only 1 tat keep eating n eating non stop in office. Morn i will bring bread 2 work n will hav it at like 10 plus despite the fact tat i had already had my breakfast at hm. When i go for lunch, i will buy bread again. Meant to be eaten at like 4pm lidat. Somemore there's like delifrance n breadtalk in centrept, how to resist. My boss even asked, u nv eat ur lunch??? So i told her, "Hav ar. Bt i get hungry very easily. So mus eat." Sometimes will buy snacks etc. Bt recently my throat isnt well. Mus b cos of the snacks.

The rest must b tinking, tis ger is paid 2 come here surf net, read newspaper n eat, nt to work. Bt no energy how to work rite? When i eat then wun fall aslp aso mah. So eating is gd.

Btw, i saw this scene 2dae. A handful of tourists, they looked like they r frm Arabia. They were wif their luggages n gathering outside tis apartment in centrept shopping mall. Know wat??? They tot tats a hotel for them 2 check in bt its nt!! Its a resident place how to let them check in!!??!! Isit bcos the apartments look like hotel 2 them??? I saw the security guard trying 2 explain 2 them n he sounded so impatient. Cos the tourists kept insisting tats the hotel they shd go n they were very rude 2 him too. Wat a joke.

kk, shall end my post here. The weather is so cold. Cant wait to hide under my blanket.





I'm still in love wif 张学友 - 咖啡.



It feels so gd 2 hav sum1 hu will tink of u when they tink or hear of sth. Though its only for tat very few min, i still feel assured. At least i noe, i'm remembered.