Haiz~ Gt myself injured again. Bt this time its nt bitten by cat. Is i fell....

Was supposed to meet dear 1pm at city hall to go for the dog exhibition at suntec. Woke up at 11am bt delayed here n there so is like near to 11.30am. Mum asked mi bathe for cookie while she blow dry miki bt i told her i'm goin out. Then she starts nagging n grumbling again. Keep saying,"Go out n throw everything to mi. Dog is u wan keep de nw everyting aso i do blah blah blah...." Irritating lar she. Cant stand her. Nt like i'm alwas goin out n nv bathe for cookie. If i'm nt in a hurry i aso will help to bathe cookie. Bt nw is i'm in a hurry lor....... y cant she understand??? Menopause period

Initially i was tinkin of ignoring her, jus proceed to changing n prepare 2 go out. Then she start complaining non stop. ARGH!!!! I had enuf le lor. Everyday she aso gt tings 2 nag. One day nv nag will die. Hu noes of ani psychiatrist??? Can intro mi?? I seriously tink my mum nds 1. She's getting too free. Everyday nag at us. We ignore her she aso unhappi. Mad de lor. Cant ignore then do wat??? Ans back nicely meh?? There's a limit to one's patience.

Back to 2dae. I had enuf of her grumbling so i decided to might as well help cookie bathe then i shall hav a quick bath aft tat. So aft bathing for cookie, tis notti cookie ran out while i turn off the shower head. Bt he remained at the area outside the bathroom. So i grabbed him bac into the bathroom. Aft wiping him wif a towel, i pass over to mum for her 2 blow dry cookie while i went bac 2 tak my shower. HU NOES.... I slipped n fell outside the bathroom. Dun lauf, ITS PAINFUL lor. Rmb cookie ran out wif his whole body wet?? So tat caused the pool of water on the floor.

Dun ask mi hw i fell. Now i aso duno hw i fell actually. I need to watch the vcr (if only there is). Aft i fell, i felt a very sharp pain on my toes. My whole foot was kind of numb aft tat. Bt still veri painful. I couldnt walk, even till now. Now i noe the importance of toes. Dont tink tat they r useless. They r nt. HAIZ~~~ Wonder if it will get betta tml. Now i cant even bend my toes. Duno wats wrong inside. Wonder if the bones r fracture or sprain or wat. Haiz~~ Tat day i was still arguing wif bro. External injuries r worse than internal injures cos will leave scars. Now i noe, having external injuries r betta than internal injuries cos we cant c wats wrong inside n we cant anihw apply med aso. Haiz~ Shdnt hav tok so much. Retribution???

How????

I've gt an interview on MON!!!!! ARGH!!! Y isit alwas lidat. The 1st interview tat i was supposed 2 go, i gt bitten by cat then nw i gt myself injured when there's an interview again. Fated??? Haiz~ Die die aso mus go for the interview. Cos hu noes tats the fish i'm lookin for.

Haiz~~~~ Hu to blame??? Cookie?? Mi?? Is my fault actually. For letting cookie run away. Bt nobody cares when i fell. Nobody even bothered to offer a hand n help mi up. Bro still sae,"Bone gt break?? Nvm, fall more often then wun pain." Wat the................ Wat kind of concern is tat. Mum aso didnt bother. She saes i deserve it. ............... Fine. She happy lor. Now i cant go out can stay hm let her nag. Best is mon interview aso cant go. Betta still. See she can still be happy not. I can only blame myself for being so stupid n helped her bathe cookie. If i didnt, i wouldnt hav fallen. N hu noes she will b the 1 who's in pain now.

If i fell n didnt injured myself, i can do w/o ani concern. Bt nw is i fell n injured my bones. Everyone's tinkin its minor. I reali dun understand y i hav such a family. Will die being caring isit???? Heartless ple. They get injured, gt ple care for them. I get injured is i deserved it. Fine, I will rmb tat.

I'm envious of ple wif a loving n caring family.