Went for an interview tis morn. At Avago Technologies. Ani1 heard of it??? A semiconductor manufacturing company. I nv even heard of tis name till i was shortlisted for the interview. Ha. Its located near my hse n i dont even noe.

Quite a nice environment n mostly young staffs. Bt the receptionists r real bad. Wonder y r they selected 2 b receptionists. Tink i can do betta than them. Ha. Aniwae, the interview was quite alrite. The interviewer seems like she's frm Philippines. And i tink i'm abit immune 2 interviews nw. Ha. Been going for interviews recently. ST, Student Care, BAT, Singtel, Avago Tech. Mostly all of them asked the same tings. So i'm actually repeating n repeating myself. Shd hav pre record my ans since i already noe wat they will ask. LOL.

And i jus start 2 realise my experience in GIC is reali very precious. Is sth tat money cannot buy. And yet bcos of tat, it can get u a rather high pay job. I'm so grateful to my OIC n my mentor there n aso my partner n whoever gave mi the chance 2 go GIC for my IPP. Out of so many studs in nyp i get to go GIC (which i always wanted 2 go) & out of the 4 nyp interns (including mi), i get to go to tis dept wif all the elites n work on their big proj. Its reali a rare chance.

And aft mi, there's no more interns attached 2 the dept i worked for. Tink mus wait few yrs latr when the site requires testing again. So i'm the lucky one. Come to tink of it, its been a yr. Its so fast. Bt though its been a yr, i nv 4get my stay there. Till now everyting is still so fresh. Maeb cos i've been goin for interviews n gt 2 recap wat i did there. Perhaps tats y i can still rmb it. Almost every interviews i went, they will ask mi abt wat i did in GIC.

At 1st i tot, testing only, very pro meh?? Cos 2 mi, i tot its nth 2 b proud of. Its jus some simple tasks. I'm only proud of myself being able to work in GIC. Hee. Bt till i start finding job then i realised, its tat exp tat many employers outside r lookin for n yet nt many ple hav the exp. 2 main reasons y my exp is so precious is bcos of the proj n the skill in MS EXCEL. Jus start 2 realise MS EXCEL is reali a veri professional program. Most companies require the knowledge in MS EXCEL. Though it looks veri simple bt there's actually so much u can do wif EXCEL. So my advice is, start learning MS EXCEL now. It can get u a rather gd job.

Woke up at 6.30am on fri n took a cab dwn to Pasir Ris cos it was my dear's bro enlistment day. Went cos dear's bro is aso my poly fren - Youjie. Its been so long since i woke up so early so of cos i'm tired. Only had like 4 hrs of slp the nite b4 n had 2 travel so far wif the weather so warm.

Went Pasir Ris mac 2 hav breakfast wif dear. I miss mac fillet o fish!!! It alwas tastes so nice!! Ha. Aft breakfast, went q up for the bus 2 fetch us to the ferry terminal. I was so excited abt boarding the ferry & crossing over 2 the nxt island. Ha. Like so mountain tortoise lidat. Nv cross the sea b4, nv tak a ferry b4. Ha. Bt i did lor. I went on a cruise 2 yrs bac. WAHAHA. Cruise is so much nicer n more comfy than the ferry.

Aniwae here's hw the ferry looks like. Ha. I gt a shocked when i saw it. It looks so different frm wat i imagined. I tot is like those normal non-aircon boat. Ha. And when the ferry came, every1 at the ferry terminal were asked 2 go onboard. I was tinking, the ferry gt so big meh? Bt it reali can tak alot of passengers at a time.


Here's hw it looked like frm inside. Bt tis is only the 2nd half of the ferry. There's still another half infront and few rows behind mi.


If only i get 2 sit by the window.........


On the way, I wonder, hw does tekong looks like. Dear kept saying its a chalet. LOL. Bluff!! Whr gt looks like chalet?? Looks more like prison.




Was asked to go here n there during the tekong tour. The place wasnt tat nice aft all. So HOT!!! And wan go hm still mus tak 15 min of ferry ride, then tak abt another 15 min of bus then can reach white sands. So far. Plus onboard the ferry is giddy de lor. Till nw still gt the feelin of the ferry swaying left n right.

Bt i definitely like the view of the big sea, the currents, the sea breeze. It nv fail 2 make mi feel calm n peaceful.


Another ting gd abt tekong is tat... the food there is VERY NICE!!!! I tot is 2dae then they purposely cook nice food 2 show the parents, "Hey,no worry, u see, we gif ur kids nice food." Ha. I wasnt tinking of eating bt when i stepped into the canteen area, i smell a veri nice food smell. Realised tat every1 was eating the same ting. Chicken rice?? Ha. Cos they hav rice wif a little cabbage then a big chicken drumstick & the chilli they gave is so nice can. The whole plate, the chilli is the nicest. Ha.

After the meal wif youjie, its time 4 us 2 bid goodbye n tak the ferry bac 2 changi jetty. Saw tis nice ferry wif the name of......


"Penguin Princess" Wahaha. Wat a nice name. Bt tat wasnt the 1 we board, its the opp 1.


Luckily, we managed 2 get the seats by the window. Bt actually is only i get 2 sit by the window. Ha. Dear's mum wanted 2 sit by the window bt she gave it 2 mi. So since i gt the priviledge to sit near the window, of cos i must nt waste the chance. Ha. Cos tis could b my last chance of going tekong n taking the ferry. So i must tak more pics!!


The majestic airplane!! It looked reali huge when i c it. Cos it was flying quite low. Shd b landing at the SIA cargo at changi jetty area.


And i realised sth, you reali can c alot of airplanes when u r at tekong. Ha. During my trip there, i kept seeing & hearing the airplanes fly past. If reali want 2 count, during tat 3hrs, i saw at least 10 airplanes. Sumhw, i kind of like the view of airplanes. It always look so majestic n beautiful when they r high up in the sky. And i'm always wondering, i can c the plane frm my view, bt frm the passengers view, which part of singapore are they seeing now????




Just when everyting looks so beautiful.............


The slpy us. Woke up at 6.30am leh. Of cos tired.


Back to the terminal n took the bus bac 2 white sands. Dear said, one's luck will change aft crossing the sea. Tats aso 1 of the reason he asked mi 2 go. Cos i've been veri unlucky these few mths. BT BT BT, i tot its reali tat accurate bt hu noes, i knocked my head when i board the bus!! Cos the bus had tis extra ting on top of every seats, tink is for putting luggages & bcos i'm tall so i will nd 2 bend my head b4 i go in n hav my seat bt i 4gt. So i knocked my head n i tink its kind of loud cos dear's dad was behind n he heard. Ha. So he went 2 the very end of the bus n sat dwn. Dear's mum asked him,"Y must go till the back n sit??" He replied, "Lidat then wun b like mi, knocked my head." LOL. So malu lar. I duno wan lauf or cry.

Just cross the sea n disembark frm the ferry nt long only then i knocked my head. I told dear he bluff mi. Whr gt change luck?? Like still so unlucky & he replied,"Knock le then will change luck." LOL. Whr gt lidat de????

After reaching white sands, dear n i went 2 the Pet Safari at Simei n tis particular puppy caught my attention. Its a 3 mths female Jap Spitz n she is SOSOSO adorable. Her actions r so similar 2 my miki. Took sum pics n a very cute video of her. Click here to view.

Next, we took a cab dwn to a temple at balestier. Cos dear is going to have his final degree paper in early nov. Hopefully he can get a dist for tis paper. Bt the 2 stupid us, 1st time goin 2 temple alone. Ha. We duno wat we shd do so we asked the staff there n dear kept calling his mum n asked. Ha. Lots of silly tings happen there.

1. We gt our joss sticks le, we duno whr 2 light it up.


2. We light it up le bt duno whr 2 start. So we jus anihw choose 1 place n start offering our joss sitcks.


3. We duno wat is the god name and wat shd we say when we pray. Everytime b4 we start 2 pray, i will ask dear, who is tis?? And pray for wat?? Ha. Then he aso blur blur. So he saes aniting lar. LOL. Praying hw can aniting??? Bt we gt no other choice. Cant b tak hp out n tak a pic of the god then send 2 our parents n ask mah. Ha.


4. We duno hw many joss sticks we shd give. So we c ple put 3, we aso put 3.


5. We duno whr 2 offer joss stick for a particular god. So we 2 blur sotongs, held the joss sticks n went inside which we shdnt. How i noe we shdnt?? Cos aft we were done, i saw tis auntie n her sons offering the joss sticks outside. If only they came earlier. Ha.


6. We didnt hav enuf joss sticks in the end. Ha. I duno whr we did wrong cos there was nobody there 2 correct us. Ha. So since we were already wrong frm the start, then shall b it. Ha. We jus nd 2 clear the joss sticks we had n tats it.

Morale of the story. Do ur homework 1st b4 u go to a temple. Or at least hav a person who noes 2 accompany u. Ha. Dun b like us so malu. Luckily, when we go there's onli like 2 persons there.

Aft the praying session, we walked back to Toa Payoh Central. Its kind of far. Bt nt very very far. Mainly bcos the weather is extremely hot tats y i find the path so long. Felt so sick under the hot sun. Hw i wish i could hav a ice bath at tat time. Finally there's aircon at hdb hub. Sat there for half an hr then proceed to dinner. Was so hungry n thirsty n tired. Had a bowl of prawn noodle then ate half of dear's carrot cake then we shared a bowl of dessert. Imagine hw hungry i was.

Went hm bathe, rest n went 2 bed at 9 plus. Was very exhausted aft a long day outside. Out in such a hot weather. I'm surprised i survived the day out. At times i nearly cant make it bt i told myself i cant faint. Esp when i'm in tekong. If i faint there, so many ple will b looking at mi. Plus there's so many nsmen there. Will b like so malu.

This is a very touching story - I Believe You by author "Low Kay Hwa"



Actually the storyline is abit common bt wat i like is the author's way of expressing. The way she described the scenarios is so real. I can imagine the scenarios while i was reading. And maeb cos i imagined too much tats y i cried at the end. HAHA.

Well, i duno if tats common for all books cos i dun read story books or novels. You ask mi read i will yawn 1st. Mainly cos for most bks they r too wordy, as in they elaborate too much. I prefer straight into the pt bt wif sum basic descriptions. Just like tis author's way of writing. Sumhw her story managed to attract mi to keep on reading till last chapter, 17.

However, tats nt the ending yet. There's altogether 20 chapters n for the last 3 chapters u nd 2 buy the bk to noe the ending. ARGH!!! Jus when i was reading till so engrossed then i realised there's 3 more chapters tats nt available on the net. Ani1 gt the bk??? Or maeb i shd go visit popular & c if they hav tis bk. Perhaps i can read there w/o buying. WAHAHA I'm like so bad. Bt i had finished most of the chapters le lor, if go buy this bk like waste money lidat. Maeb can buy her other novels. See how then.

Sad to say....

I fell n injured myself AGAIN!!! Yes, injured once again!! ARGH!!! Its nt wat i wanted. Who will wan 2 keep getting injured rite?!?!? BT I duno y am i suddenly so prone to injuries nwadays. I have injured myself 3 times in these 3 mths. Cat bites, fell n gt my toe bone dislocated 2 wks ago n nw i'm injured AGAIN!!! 2 times on my left leg n tis time round is my right leg. Wats nxt???

Bt luckily its jus minor bruises & dear said won't leave scars. Hopefully~~ My leg already so poor ting le still keep getting injured. Haiz~~~ *Heartbroken*


Hw i gt myself injured??? My dogs again. 1st & 2nd time is cos of Cookie nw its cos of MIKI!!! Brought them dwn wif dear to the pet shop ytd n cos she ran n i was holding on 2 her leash of cos i ran wif her lar. Then hu noes my slippers suddenly became so slippery. So i slipped n knocked my leg against the edge of the step n bcum lidat lor. I even hurt the side of my butt. So painful lor. If only i hav more fats on my butt, maeb wun b so painful.

Tink its high time i go temple n pray.

Current nail polish. Ha. I love this. Dear said tis is nicer than the blue 1. Bt i love both. Ha. If nt i wouldnt hav bought it.


Finally, i can hav peace 2dae. Ha. Most likely Singtel cant agree wif my demands. WAHAHA. Betta still cos tis morn i realised i almost gt con. Under Recruit Express agreement, i mus commit for 90 days which means 90 WORKING days. At 1st i tot its 3 mths plus 1 mth for tendering so i jus nd 2 work for 4 mths n quit BT BT BT if u go count 90 WORKING days, its actually 4 mths n 2 wks, assuming there's 20 working days in a mth. Plus 1 mth for tendering which means i'm FORCED to work for 5 mths n 2 wks!! Lucky i nv agree n they aso cant agree wif my salary. I'M SO LUCKY!!! PHEW!! Imagine i signed the contract tis morn then realised tat i mislooked the 90 days. Tink i will tak a knife n stab myself for being so stupid. HAHAHA. I'm so glad i nv fell into their trap.

Lesson learnt: Look carefully for EVERY single word on the declaration section n always give urself at least a day to tink. Its very important. Cos the one who luggi will surely be us n nt them.

Its been some time since i last blogged. Been out from mon till ytd. Finally i can get 2 stay home 2dae. So tiring. Rushing here n there for interviews.

Mon, went out wif dear. Was supposed 2 go Paris for the buffet bt bt bt.... the food there wasnt to my dear's liking. Ha. Cos he went b4 last yr n the food there were so much betta n more varieties. In the end we went Yuki Yaki for lunch. Ha. We were entitled the 12 bucks per person promo. Its even cheaper than student promo. I duno y. The manager said so. And aso we were given 3 hrs 2 eat instead of 2hrs. Was it cos we were the 1st customer??? Ha. Bt its quite worth. Though the food r mostly cheap bt then 12 bucks for such a nice environment, such fresh prawns, such nice chilli, such nice soup (We ordered the herbal chicken soup base, its super nice. I love the herbal taste so maeb tats y. Hee). Total onli like 25 bucks. If go Paris, 1 person will b ard 35?? Ha. Actually go whr eat aso nvm. Main ting is eat wif hu. Hee.

Dear grilling chicken meat for mi. So nice. Ha. Go out wif him best le. He will cook for mi, peel the prawns for mi, tak food for mi.... Ha. Nt saying my frens no gd lar... They aso veri nice. Ha. They aso will tak & cook food for mi.


Went walked ard aft lunch n bought tis top. Nvm abt my dogs. Ha.


On the train bac hm..



Tue went for tis interview at Woodlands, a MNC company. Bt b4 tat nd to meet tis consultant from Achieve Career at Temasek Tower. 1st time i get 2 go Temasek. Well, it wasnt tat grand as GIC. Still prefer GIC environment. The lift already lose out to GIC. Ha. Though GIC serve 52 levels, its still so much faster. K, nvm abt the lift ting. Went to tis recruit company n saw tis botak man. He looked so familiar. Like someone i saw on tv or elsewhr. Bt i cant tink of hu he was at tat time. Onli ytd then i recalled. Rmb tis show "Ying Cha Yang Chuo"?? There's tis ancestor of Edmund Chen, rmb?? The 1 wif a pigtail. Tats the person i tot whom he was. Bt then aft clarifyin wif the consultant, she said tats her boss n he did appear on magazines, on papers etc bt nt an actor. Maeb is twin bro??? I duno. Ha.

So aft meetin the consultant, i've gt to rush dwn 2 woodlands. Imagine travelling frm Tanjong Pagar to Woodlands in like 30 min time. Impossible. Plus its raining at tat time. So took a cab dwn frm sembawang mrt station. The company is quite nice. Though its nt a very tall building bt its veri spacious. The lobby area is already quite grand. The sofas r so comfy n there's tis Panasonic plasma tv on the glass wall. Totally different frm wat i imagined. Cos i was tinking, given the location, shd b veri low dwn 1 bt its nt. Can fight wif GIC. Ha.


Ytd, went for interview again. Again, i nd to meet the consultant from Recruit Express b4 i go for the interview at the company i'm supposed 2 work in. Gt a hard time finding whrs Tower A in Ngee Ann City. Walked for like 10 min then finally i saw the word Tower A Lobby. Ha. I hardly go orchard tats y. Tis recruit company is so messy n noisy n so nt professional. There isnt a receptionist whom i can speak to so i jus approached 1 of the staff. So aft the chat, went dwn to Singtel comcenter for interview. Well, feel like a fool there. Went to the main building n went to lvl7 bt the person i'm lookin for was nt there n i was asked to go to lvl10 so i went up bt dun hav tis person n were asked to go lvl4 bt i didnt. I went dwn 2 lvl 1 n found out frm the receptionist its at another building. ARGH!! So walked to the building n tis time round gt stuck outside the door so waited for a staff to open then start lookin for the person i'm lookin for. Luckily tis time round i found her.

2dae, i was told Singtel is offering mi the job. Headache sia. At 1st i was very keen in the job cos i tot they gifing mi 1.8k bt hu noes they r gifing onli 1.5k. Money is nt the main ting bt then its impt aso. And rite nw i'm still hoping to get the woodlands MNC offer. 2 way transport provided n free lunch n no OT. Wat can b betta than tat??? Headache.....

The Recruit Express consultant so naggy, makes mi feel so irritated. Nt like the Achieve Career consultant. She is so much nicer. At least she gif mi time to tink nt like the Recruit Express keep hurrying mi to sign the contract. She wanted mi to go sign the contract 2dae n start work on mon bt i told her too rush then she saes tml morn go sign n wed start work. Still so rush lor. I dun even hav time 2 tink or go thru other interviews then decide. Like goin 2 con mi lidat. Sumore still nd pay them $53.50 n mus work for 90 days. If quit mus pay them 80% of ur salary. Wat rubbish is tat. Achieve Career onli requires mi to work for 2 mths n no fees incurred. Plus the consultant is so much betta. Enjoy chatting wif her.

Haiz~ I'm so confused nw. Duno which shd i choose. Bt the consultant says if she can negotiate wif Singtel n offers mi 1.8k, i cant sae no aft tat cos it will b abit bad. If reali goin there 2 work tink most likely will jus work for the 90 days which is ard 3 mths then tender n will quit aft the 4th mth. Tats aso y i choose 2 gif up the bonus package wif pay 1.5k. Cos its onli aft working for 1 yr then will hav the bonus. So if i ask for higher pay bt no bonus package, i can quit aft the 4th mth. Smart rite?? Dear taught mi de. Ha. Cos frm wat i observed, those staffs like quite stress. Mostly botak uncles n gt sum aunties. Hardly c ani young staff. Nt like the MNC, is mostly very young staff. And Singtel requires OT. Sianz~ I dun like 2 stay bac. I alwas hav the habit of leaving immed. Haiz~ Somebody tells mi hw....... ??????

Tml gona b a terrible day for mi.

Made a card for dear for our 3yrs anniversary tml. Means 2dae will b the last day of our 2nd yr. Hee. So fast we're approaching our 3rd yr. Hopefully we will get 2 celebrate every yr tog.

Dear doesnt want mi to buy him tings n i aso duno wat can i make for him. Bt luckily i noe hw 2 draw bt mus hav a pic 2 c. So, here's the card i made. Everyting is hand drawn by mi. Nice rite??? Hee. Even the blue envelop is made by mi.


Sry, the content is sensored. Ha.


I noe dear is veri careless at times so the envelop is specially made to act as a protective cover in case he crumple or dirty the card. Ha.


And here's whr i gt the idea frm. Ha. My PMI 2007 calendar - my christmas present frm my dear Liwen. Ha. Thx ar liwen, w/o ur calendar i wouldnt hav noe wat 2 draw.

My copy n tis original copy same rite?? Other than some minor changes. I'm so talented in drawing. WAHAHAHA. Jking lar. I can only draw mainly cartoons or like tis, pmi, BT mus hav a pic for mi 2 c then i can draw.

I rmb i used 2 do drawing during my poly yr3 study sem. Ha. Gt forced 2 attend lectures so my classmate, meijuan n i decided, alrite we shall bring a bk or blank papers n do drawing during lesson. So during lectures we will draw & aso during tis particular tutorial - "Internet System Security & Administration". Its a super duper boring tut. I can sae not a single 1 is paying attention to the lecturer. Still rmb tis fellow slping so openly when he's sitting in the 1st row. Ha. Boring mah, wat 2 do. We r the smarter ones. Find sth 2 do then wun fall aslp. We respect the lecturer mah. LOL. Maeb some other day then i upload my drawings frm the bk.

As for wat my dear gave mi for our anniversary.... hee... its a secret. Bu neng shuo de mi mi. Ha.

THANKS ALOT DEAR!!! I LOVE TAT PRESENT ALOT!!!

I'm looking forward to our tml cos dear is bringing mi to Paris. I mean Paris International Buffet. Ha. I LOVE FOOD!!! Some more the food there is so nice. Hopefully tml we get 2 go. Hee

Dear came n saw my injured toes ytd n he said i shd c a physician. Cos he saw tat even at the bottom of my toes r black. I was afraid tat it will be painful bt he said he went b4, its nt painful. Aft the treatment will b alrite le. He even added, his neighbour, a kid went to c the physician b4 n tat kid saes its nt painful. So i was tinkin, well since a kid commented tat its nt painful, it shdnt be veri painful for mi n i wanted to faster recover so tat i can go for the interview tml hence, i agreed to go visit the physician.

The address is:


Took a cab there n luckily, there's lift on every storey. Saw tis friendly uncle standing outside the door n waving at us. Tats the physician. I was tinkin, tat uncle like quite nice lidat. Shd b nt tat painful. Went in, sat on tis arm chair n he started 2 begin his treatment even b4 i get to tell him whr is injured. He seemed to be so confident n start pressing here n there. I was like, well an expert shd be lidat. Dun nd u to tell them they aso noe wats wrong. So i laid dwn tinkin of relaxing myself since dear said its nt painful.

It didnt took him long to realise tat he mislook my injuries. It wasnt tat simple as wat he tot so. I saw his reaction,"Wah" when he saw the bottom of my toes and his eyes suddenly bcame so big. In my heart i was tinkin, "Die lar. Shd b veri serious." So he started pressing n pressing like nobody biz. I was enduring n tinkin,"Argh, gt cheated. Who saes its nt painful??" At 1st i was tinkin tat nth shd b more painful than the cat bites. Bt i'm wrong. This time round its so much more painful. Tat uncle said,"Pain u mus say leh." Then i was like...."Alamak, u nv sae earlier." I told him i was enduring for the past few minutes. So he tried to use lesser force.

He knew it will b too painful to endure so he gave mi painkiller bt onli 1 pill cos i didnt had lunch. Tat 1 pill is like nth lar. As gd as nv eat. Shd gif mi whole bottle. Nt long latr, tears start dropping. I swear its reali far too painful 2 endure. Toes leh, so fragile n he pressed so hard. He saw mi crying n said,"Sorry hor, tats the min force i can go." Tat few minutes of treatment is reali killing mi. I wanted 2 sae, "Just chop it off." Though its like less than 30 min of treatment. It seems like its more than an hr kind of treatment. Soon latr, my whole body started 2 shiver. There's no fan bt i'm feeling cold. Its too painful. In my mind, i rmb my doc telling mi 2 calm dwn n breathe slowly when she was cleaning my wounds tat time. So i kept telling myself i mus calm dwn.

Finally he's done wif pressing. Phew~ Finally its over. He started to paste tis duno wat sticker on my toes n bandage my foot. Here's hw my foot looks like. Pig trotters. Went hm showed my bro n he said i can use his crutches. Ha. His left foot gt injured, mine aso left foot. He even joked,"Will eugene (my smaller bro) comes hm latr wif bandage foot aso??" LOL. Duno y suddenly we so suay. Mus find 1 day go temple pray.


Maeb bcos he bandage it veri tight. I felt betta aft tat. Though its still painful bt at least its a little better. Left the place wif a pkt of med n paid 28 bucks for the treatment. Paid them 28 bucks to get myself crying in pain. Like so stupid lidat.

Bt then, according to wat the physician said, he mentioned tat if i let it recover itself w/o seeking treatment, in the future when i walked i will feel like there's a piece of stone at the bottom of my toes. Luckily i listen 2 dear n seek treatment. Bt i questioned dear,"U bluff mi lor. So painful u still say nt painful." He then told mi its painful bcos my toe bone was dislocated n the uncle nd 2 move my bone back bt his case is bcos the nerves r dislocated or sth lidat, which is less painful. Tats y. Sumhw when i fell, the impact caused the bone to go dwnwards, causing mi 2 feel so painful when i walked. No wonder at the bottom of the toes aso blue black. Scary. I didnt noe jus a fall can b so serious.

Now when i walked i'm so afraid tat the bone will b dislocated. I DUN WANA SEE THAT UNCLE AGAIN!!! Once a lifetime is more than enuf. He said if by wed still haven recover mus go c him again. I was like,"I dun wan 2 come here animore." Last nite when i lied on my bed n closed my eyes, wat i saw was the uncle pressing my toes. OMG!!! ITS SO SCARY LOR!!! The uncle had bcame my NIGHTMARE!!!

Aniwae, its alot betta 2dae. I can walk n its nt painful nw. Bt still, i'm veri careful wif my walking. Step by step, 1 at a time. I'm reali afraid of the pain. Dun even dare 2 move my toes too much. Tml then see how. Removed the bandage jus nw cos the uncle told mi to.

See the 2 swollen toes. At 1st it was purely black. Bt aft treatment it bcum like tis. Abit red. Partly cos of the medicated stickers. The red parts are whr the uncle pressed aso. U try pressing inbetween ur toes hard. Its abit painful. Nt 2 sae when my bones r dislocated. When he pressed tat area, i can feel my bone moving inside.


At the back of the toes. Look at the 3rd n 4th toes. Its black bt nt veri obvious frm pic.


Hopefully it will recover. Bt most likely i cant go for the interview tml. Shall call the person tml n c wat she says. If can postpone then gd if nt then too bad lor. Fated nt mine. I den dun wan 2 risk having my bone dislocated again cos of the interview. Nt worth.

Haiz~ Gt myself injured again. Bt this time its nt bitten by cat. Is i fell....

Was supposed to meet dear 1pm at city hall to go for the dog exhibition at suntec. Woke up at 11am bt delayed here n there so is like near to 11.30am. Mum asked mi bathe for cookie while she blow dry miki bt i told her i'm goin out. Then she starts nagging n grumbling again. Keep saying,"Go out n throw everything to mi. Dog is u wan keep de nw everyting aso i do blah blah blah...." Irritating lar she. Cant stand her. Nt like i'm alwas goin out n nv bathe for cookie. If i'm nt in a hurry i aso will help to bathe cookie. Bt nw is i'm in a hurry lor....... y cant she understand??? Menopause period

Initially i was tinkin of ignoring her, jus proceed to changing n prepare 2 go out. Then she start complaining non stop. ARGH!!!! I had enuf le lor. Everyday she aso gt tings 2 nag. One day nv nag will die. Hu noes of ani psychiatrist??? Can intro mi?? I seriously tink my mum nds 1. She's getting too free. Everyday nag at us. We ignore her she aso unhappi. Mad de lor. Cant ignore then do wat??? Ans back nicely meh?? There's a limit to one's patience.

Back to 2dae. I had enuf of her grumbling so i decided to might as well help cookie bathe then i shall hav a quick bath aft tat. So aft bathing for cookie, tis notti cookie ran out while i turn off the shower head. Bt he remained at the area outside the bathroom. So i grabbed him bac into the bathroom. Aft wiping him wif a towel, i pass over to mum for her 2 blow dry cookie while i went bac 2 tak my shower. HU NOES.... I slipped n fell outside the bathroom. Dun lauf, ITS PAINFUL lor. Rmb cookie ran out wif his whole body wet?? So tat caused the pool of water on the floor.

Dun ask mi hw i fell. Now i aso duno hw i fell actually. I need to watch the vcr (if only there is). Aft i fell, i felt a very sharp pain on my toes. My whole foot was kind of numb aft tat. Bt still veri painful. I couldnt walk, even till now. Now i noe the importance of toes. Dont tink tat they r useless. They r nt. HAIZ~~~ Wonder if it will get betta tml. Now i cant even bend my toes. Duno wats wrong inside. Wonder if the bones r fracture or sprain or wat. Haiz~~ Tat day i was still arguing wif bro. External injuries r worse than internal injures cos will leave scars. Now i noe, having external injuries r betta than internal injuries cos we cant c wats wrong inside n we cant anihw apply med aso. Haiz~ Shdnt hav tok so much. Retribution???

How????

I've gt an interview on MON!!!!! ARGH!!! Y isit alwas lidat. The 1st interview tat i was supposed 2 go, i gt bitten by cat then nw i gt myself injured when there's an interview again. Fated??? Haiz~ Die die aso mus go for the interview. Cos hu noes tats the fish i'm lookin for.

Haiz~~~~ Hu to blame??? Cookie?? Mi?? Is my fault actually. For letting cookie run away. Bt nobody cares when i fell. Nobody even bothered to offer a hand n help mi up. Bro still sae,"Bone gt break?? Nvm, fall more often then wun pain." Wat the................ Wat kind of concern is tat. Mum aso didnt bother. She saes i deserve it. ............... Fine. She happy lor. Now i cant go out can stay hm let her nag. Best is mon interview aso cant go. Betta still. See she can still be happy not. I can only blame myself for being so stupid n helped her bathe cookie. If i didnt, i wouldnt hav fallen. N hu noes she will b the 1 who's in pain now.

If i fell n didnt injured myself, i can do w/o ani concern. Bt nw is i fell n injured my bones. Everyone's tinkin its minor. I reali dun understand y i hav such a family. Will die being caring isit???? Heartless ple. They get injured, gt ple care for them. I get injured is i deserved it. Fine, I will rmb tat.

I'm envious of ple wif a loving n caring family.

What is my goal in life???

Tink tis qn is tougher than any questions i sat for exams.

Till nw, i'm still tinkin. Wat is my aim in life??? Wat i wish to work as??

I'm stuck at which path i shd b taking. I rmb telling my frens, "I wun b working in IT track aft i grad." Bt nw i'm hesitating..... I duno y, suddenly i'm hesitating wif my decision.

Been tinkin n tinkin, shd i still work in IT track??

Perhaps wat trigger my tot was the interview on wed. I rmb the 1st qn tat the interviewer asked mi was,"Do u noe the course u studied is a very gd course? Y did u want 2 change n work in a different line?? Don't u find it a waste??" N my reply was,"I studied bcos my mum asked mi to." Ha. Abit stupid i noe. Bt then tats the real reason mah. She's the 1 who asked mi 2 continue study n get a diploma.

Ever since aft tat interview. I keep having tis tot, "I studied 3 yrs in NYP IT course n nw i'm wasting my 3 yrs of studies." Find it a waste. Bt to survive in IT track, its nt ez too. (IT - Its Tough) Cos technology is advancing everyday. One mus b willing to learn & alwas upgrade himself to b able to catch up wif the changes.

I asked myself, "Can i??" Bt there's no ans. I'm nt confident wif myself.

Bt actually all jobs r lidat. Just tat IT line is more challenging. Haiz~ I'm lost now. Who can tell mi wat shd i do????

I'm bored!!! Dear's goin for his 2 job interviews 2dae. Tink he shd b having his interview nw. Sianz~ Usually, at tis time, he's in the office chattin wif mi. Bt nw, he's out & i'm so bored here. Nth 2 do. Bored bored bored~~~~

Aniwae here's a link dear gav mi ytd. Its abt Taoism n its quite well written. If u wana noe more, check tis out.

http://yeobt.multiply.com/journal


I had finished readin all the stories ytd n till nw, tis particular story "Ah Wang & Di ZhangWang PuSa 地藏王菩萨" left a very deep impression on me. Nt bcos the other stories r nt interesting bt jus tat i haven heard of stories like tat so far. I didnt noe such ting do happen in reality. Maeb u will tink tat its jus a normal story tat tis person came out wif n its nt narrated based on actual facts.

Well, i can only sae such ting its up 2 one to believe. I noe esp christians, they wun believe in such stories. Bt its aso bcos they hav their own belief, they believe in their god, they believe in watever they heard frm the bible. Its jus like Taoism, we believe in watever we heard frm elders, frm temples etc. Such beliefs cant b forced. I cant force or tak a knife n threaten u 2 believe it.

Read this. This true story mentions abit abt Christian n Taoist.
My Journey To Tao

This story is quite interesting aso. Its abt tis grp of ple hu gt nth betta to do n so they went to visit the old Changi Hospital. Guess most ple shd noe of stories frm there. The interesting part of tis story is, i'm surprised hw cum there's condoms at the old Changi Hosp?? LOL. These ple reali too daring. Go there provide free shows. Wonder hw many spirits were there lookin. Ha.
True Spiritual Encounter At Old Changi Hospital

If u believe it, u will believe it. It may sound stupid bt wat i wan sae is u mus believe in it cos even if u exp it, doesnt mean u will believe it aso. Get wat i mean? Cos i noe of cases whereby sum ple, even though they gone thru such exp by chance, they aso dun believe it. They will still find tons of stubborn excuses to sae, "Aiyah, whr gt such ting? Tat time is blah blah blah...."

If u ask mi, of cos i will sae i believe it. No harm in believing mah. F.Y.I. my religion is Taoism. Nt bcos i'm frm Taoism so i believe it. If its nt true, even if u pay money ask mi believe it i aso wun. It jus so happen tat sumhw i choose to believe it. Dun ask mi hw & y. I duno. Plus my bro is nw a member of tis Taoism community. Sometimes, he will tell us abt this deity tat deity etc. Some of the namings so chim. Bt gd for him lar. Now he noes tings tat most ple duno. Betta than mi. I aso duno wat am i gd at. I only noe hw 2 pamper dogs. LOL. Guess I reali need to search for my talent. Ha.

Reali admire those in music sector. Like those hu noes musical instruments, singing, composing songs etc. Find them to be so talented. If only last time i carried on wif my violin lesson. Ha. Hu noes nw i'm already a famous violinist. Muahahah. Bt then, such tings r fated. I noe tat i'm nt into instruments kind. All along I feel tat, one mus be born wif the "musical genes" or "musical cells", watever u called it, so tat he/she can b a talent wif instruments. Tats wat i tink. Wonder if their cells r in the shape of muscial notes. Hu noes rite??? WAHAHA.

K lar, as for the link, read it if u want. I'm just trying to share. =)

I'm bac hm from my interview. Well, aft the interview, i mus say i reali pity the kids. Ha. I didnt noe nowadays kids r so "ku ming" & i tink most likely i wun accept the job. The place is actually nt tat near as wat i tink. Mus walk 10 to 15 mins frm tpy mrt station & its so hot. Plus the main pt is i'm nt tat creative leh. I'm nt like sum ple, so creative, so talented. I dun even noe wats my talent actually. Cos the job requires mi to b creative, to brainstorm for ideas. Ask mi do pc work still alrite, ask mi do handicraft.... Ha. Spare mi. Looks like IT job suits mi betta. Ani1 gt simple IT job, can intro mi??? Thx!

Bro's back wif cast on left leg n crutches. X-ray result shows tat his bone is fractured bt considered mild case. Poor ting, nw on crutches. Bt he still so happi lidat. Hopped here n there. Ha. Maeb cos he gt long mc.

Come to tink of it. We seemed to be under wat curse lidat. 1st, I gt bitten by cat n injured my left leg, then aft i recovered, abt 1mth latr, dad gt injured, he fell frm duno whr, cant rmb. Bt luckily he is alrite, onli some bruises. Then nw bro's turn to get injured. So scary. Cos all these while, everyting's fine. Bt during these 3 mths 3 bad tings happened. Hopefully its nt goin 2 happen animore.

Wahaha... I'm goin 4 interview tml!!!

1st time i'm so enthu abt interview, abt working. Ha. Instinct tells mi surely will get the job bt is i wan anot. Cos the pay is rather low. Bt alrite lar. Passion for the job is more impt. Plus i dun nd wak up so early n its quite near aso. Ha.

Jus tat if tell ple i get tat pathetic pay, surely the 1st response will b, "Wah! so little??" Ha.

Bt then, i'm nt so into the pay lar, bt jus tat i dun wana work on sat. Though its on alternate sat bt WEEKEND leh, still mus work. I dun like. Bt the person is urgently lookin for a temp 2 help them out for 1 wk so i shall try it out 1st n decide aft tat. Must c if i reali like the job. Hee.

Hopefully tml will b a windy day n nt a hot day like nw. I dun wana faint when goin for my 1st interview. Actually its nt the 1st interview, 1st is at GIC, 2nd is at ST (dear asked mi go de), nw is the 3rd interview. Bt its the 1st interview i find myself. Ha. Wish mi luck!!! =p

Sumthing shocking happen 2dae.

This driver drove past my bro's left foot. So scary. He jus came hm with a swollen foot. Without the lights i aso can c the swollen bump. So big lar. He was supposed to book in at 10.30pm bt nw his left foot lidat... tink sure get long mc le. Bt luckily, is jus "brushed thru" n he did draw bac his leg abit when the car approached him, if nt will be whole leg injured nw.

Bt stupid him, nv take dwn car plate no. Such driver, so irresponsible. Nv even stop to c wat happen. Tats aso y i'm nt into driving. Cos i cant guarantee i will drive safely. If onli the other drivers can b more considerate, more responsible....

Aniwae, shd b glad he is safe n sound, jus tat his foot swollen nw. Hopefully tml aft he sees a doc, doc will sae its nth serious.