Haiz~ my wound still hurts... Its been onli a wk n I'm finishing the 2nd pkt of painkillers. Imagine hw pain it is. And most of the time i'm already enduring, trying nt 2 rely on the painkillers. Else i would be having my 3rd pkt of painkillers nw le. Mum saes cos the wound is deep n its healing, so tats y will feel the pain when walking. So nw, i'm reducing my walking. Cos mentally i'm already imagining the pain of my wound tearing as i walk. I told mum i nd a wheelchair, she asked mi 2 roll on the floor. Haiz~

But dad saes i can use the computer chair as my temporary wheelchair. So i will just sit on the chair n dad will push mi into my rm. Ha. I'm handicapped sia. Mus move abt in the 'wheelchair' n my butt hurts. Imagine urself stuck 2 a chair thruout the day aft u woke up. Its so uncomfortable. Plus slp aso cant slp properly. Haiz~

Bt other than difficulty in slping, walking & bathing, i'm enjoying myself as a QUEEN at home now. Ha. Mum aso wun nag at mi abt work. Perhaps its retribution. I was the one who asked for peace tat time. So rite now i gt my Peace plus another 'P', Pain. Haiz~ Heaven wans it tis way i aso cant help it. Perhaps its still nt the time for mi 2 go work cos i've already sent my resume b4 i gt injured. Maeb its for mi 2 hav sum more rest at hm b4 goin 2 work n aso 2 c hw well my family members treats mi.

Now most of the time i will jus sit on the sofa n do nth. Mus reduce walking so bo bian. And my mum will prepare meals including supper n serve 2 mi. Cos i'm used 2 eating supper b4 i slp & the painkillers require mi to have my meal 1st b4 i consume the pills. Aft i had finished eating, she will clear the dishes for mi cos usually i will wash the dishes aft i hav eaten. Then when i nd water, i jus nd call sum1 n he/she will pour for mi. Ha. And aft i woke up, she will help mi tidy my bed cos usually i will tidy up myself but nw temporary handicapped so bo bian. Ha. Nite time aso dun nd 2 bring cookie down. My bro will bring him down. I can stay hm watched tv. When my hp rings, sum1 will rush into my rm n get my fone for mi.

I aso get 2 eat more MAC Fillet O Fish cos i cant eat chicken n seafood plus i aso dun eat pork, beef, mutton, so i'm left wif FISH. Been eating fish everyday frm the day i gt injured till nw. Kind of getting sick of fish. But if chilli is added i dun mind bt i cant eat chilli. I miss my fav CHILLI!!!! So long nv touch chilli. Used to hav chilli almost every meals. But now i can onli add pepper. Haiz~ Aft i recover, i'm gonna go for spicy food hunting. I'm craving for CHILLI CRABS!!! Mum's CURRY CHICKEN!! CURRY FISH HEAD!! And Tom Yam Soup!! How i wish my wound will recover tml... Haiz~~~

I nd a gd nite slp........