I WANNA GET OUT OF THIS SICKENING HOME!!

Everyone's tinkin i'm enjoying my life, slacking so happily but hu noes i'm nt happi at all. Perhaps i shd sae i was happy b4 bt not NOW! I expected july to be a horrible mth bt didnt noe its tat bad. I love the peaceful night bt nt the day. Every night when i go 2 slp, hw i wish the day wun arrive, hw i wish i could slp thruout n nv wak up. Now the moment i wak up, i fear the continuous nagging bt i expected tat 2 happen. I knew i cant escape it. Sumtimes i wish i'm deaf, cant hear aniting..........

Working is what i reali hate. Guess nobody loves working too, other than the MONEY. Everyting is all abt MONEY. If onli i'm nt born in this world.....

Now that i'm being forced to go out n work, it makes mi hate working more. But what can i do?? I cant do aniting else except to reali go work. Gona send resume latr n quickly go work. Perhaps i shd find a 7 days job. Work everyday, morn to night. Dont want c mi slackin everyday at hm, fine lor. I shall ask boss for ot on wkends too. Best is cum hm jus for slp then nxt day wak up early go work. Since tats wat every1 wanted. Earn money wat. I'm stubborn i noe but Taurus is lidat. But i aso cant sacrifice my dear. Haiz....... Its tiring.