♥ Height: 167cm
♥ Weight: 44kg
♥ D.O.B: 13th May 1987
♥ Status: Married
♥ Chongfu Pri Sch/PHS/NYP-SIT
♥ Email: luvhurt5@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

If onli this was jus a terrible nitemare...

Ytd was the worst day in my 20yrs n 2 mths of life. Till nw i still tink its a nitemare..... How i wish it is.... But nw I can only say i'm just too unlucky.... real unlucky..... Dont understand y heaven plan this part for mi......

The incident took place at ard 5 plus. Venue is 2 blks away from mine.

So this was what happened. As cookie didnt pass motion in the morn, he kept farting in my rm so at ard 5 lidat i decided 2 bring him go dwn for a walk. Cos i'm afraid he wun wan 2 eat his dinner if he nv pass motion. So as usual mum brought miki dwn while i brought cookie. And as usual i will let cookie lead the way. But tis time round, he happened 2 want walk the other way so i let him.

At this pt of time, i happened 2 c an uncle duno communicating wif a cat or a dog. But i 1st tink tat it could b a dog. So while cookie walked forward, i tried 2 peep over the walls n c if its a dog or a cat. And hu noes, the moment i saw tat its a stray cat, it saw cookie too. Tat cat started 2 approached us, targetting cookie. And cookie nature is lidat. The cat approached him, he will wan approached the cat. He's nt the timid kind like miki. But i'm worried cookie will b attacked. Despite the uncle trying 2 stop the cat frm approachin us, the cat still keep walking forward. Tat time i reali panic, seeing the cat keep cuming n nt retreating aft my mum n the uncle try scared the cat. Most of the time the stray cats wun go too near to u if u scared it away but tis cat reali exception.

The cat kept cuming towards us. I'm reali veri scared. As cookie isnt tat light, n he kept struggling n wanting 2 approached the cat for a fight. I had a hard time trying 2 hug him up. I kept pulling on his leash n trying 2 pull him up bt he is real heavy. I gt 2 bend dwn 2 hug him and at the mean time b wary of the cat. Finally i hugged cookie in my arms. While seeing the cat still a small dist away, i tried u-turn back 2 whr my mum was.

But while i was walking backwards, i felt a sudden pain in my left leg. To my horror, ITS THE CAT!!!!! THE CAT WAS HUGGING MY LEFT LEG AND BITTING MI!!!!

At tat moment, i reali panic. I'm totally lost. I duno wat 2 do. So i kept shouting "PAIN!!!" Then the uncle quickly use a stick or duno wat 2 hit it away. And OMG!!! I saw several streams of blood flowing dwn my leg n 2 my toes n stained my slippers!!! I reali shivered in fear. I duno wat 2 do n my leg reali gt no more strength. I cant walk. I stood there in shock n fear waiting 4 help. But the cat didnt gif up, she went 1 big round n continued 2 make the 2nd attack. But is mainly jus scratches tis time. The 1st time is reali BITE!!! The moment i saw the cat bite mi i knew, gone case le. Surely it wun b jus minor injuries.

Its reali the 1st time i c myself so badly injured. Blood kept ooshing out like tap water. The more i walked, the more blood flow dwn. And i could feel my slipper getting wet. Its nt water, its my blood!!! My whole body was shivering. But i didnt cry. I knew i did the rite ting. If i didnt save cookie on time, he would b badly injured n could b blind too. So i sat dwn while the uncle took tissue n water 2 clean my leg n stop the blood frm flowing wif plasters. I dun even dare look at hw serious the injuries were tat time. I onli rmb its veri bloody. There's still blood stains on the void deck. Tat was onli 5 plus but clinic open onli open at 6.30pm. So i gt 2 bear the pain n wait.

And its onli when i stood up 2 walk then i feel the pain. While i look at my leg, i cant help crying. My heart hurts more than the pyhsical pain. ITS MY LEG!! From a scarless leg, bcum lidat. I reali felt veri devastated. At tat moment i reali hope all these r jus a nitemare. I WANT TO WAKE UP NOW!!!

Y nobody stop such ting frm happening 2 mi??? Is tat retribution?? But i didnt hate cats in the 1st place. In fact i pity them alot too. But y mus i b attacked by cat??

The way hm was tough but i still staggered hm in pain. Mum 1st brought cookie miki hm while i sat at my blk void deck waiting 4 her 2 cum dwn n helped mi hm cos there's no other ple at hm. While waiting dwnstairs, lots of ple walked past n looked at my bloody leg. The moment i looked at it, i cant help crying. So i sat there crying like a little poor ger but none came 4ward 2 ask if i nd help, they jus looked. Bt its ok. Mum came n helped mi home. I endured the pain n went dwn the stairs step by step n at the meantime crying non stop. Bt all these tears r frm my heart. My heart is crying. It is bleeding in pain.

Had my dinner n waited 4 clinic 2 open. Luckily, when we were at the void deck, these malay couples were veri nice. The man is a taxi driver n was supposed 2 return hm bt on seeing my leg lidat, he offered 2 drive mi 2 the clinic which is jus nearby. 1st time had a free taxi ride. At the clinic, those receptionists were so curious wat happened 2 mi so mum told them. Seeing mi in such pathetic state, hu will feel nice. Of cos all felt veri pitiful for mi. But the moment i heard my mum repeat wat happened, i cant help crying again. So if she kept repeating, i will keep crying.

The doc c le still tot i'm attacked by many cats. But its jus 1. A veri fierce 1. She wanted mi 2 call up spca bt i refused cos i knew if the cat is caught by spca, it will definitely b dead. I dun want to c tat. Its a life too. Plus the cat bcum so wild is cos she jus gave birth so its her nature. If get caught le, the kittens will b so poor ting. Haiz~ I can onli blame myself for being so suay. But to protect cookie, i'm willing 2 sacrifice. While the doc was cleaning my wound, i cried like nobody biz. Tink outside ple all can hear tat. Mus b tinkin wats happening inside. My heart was beating real fast n my whole body shivering n cramped.

Its extremely painful. Worse than period cramps n gastric cramps. The 1st round of clean up is real painful. I closed my eyes n dare nt look at it. Kept tinkin tis is a nitemare. Wak up will b fine le. But till nw, y havent sumbody wak mi up?? Doc kept askin mi 2 tak deep breathe n relax if nt i may knock out. So slowly i tried. Bt upon tinkin of my leg suddenly bcum lidat cos of a cat, im so heartbroken. Tears r all frm my heart. Imagine ur leg bcum lidat. Esp for gers. If all these bcum scars n nv recover, guess i can throw away all my dresses n skirts. Cos of a stray cat, it cost my mum 84 bucks of medical fees. Reali suay. Had a vaccine too cos stray cats r poisonous plus the cat jus gave birth.

See those pics i posted ytd n u will noe. Its so er xin till i dun dare look at it. Esp the wound at the back of my leg. Its horrible to be seen. Any1 hu saw it, felt so painful for mi. From now on i'm gona hav cat phobia n tat blk phobia. Nt gona walk tat way animore. N shall shun cats like i shun cockroaches.

Aniwae dear helped mi made a complaint 2 the Yishun Town Council n they gt no choice bt 2 do sth cos my dear threaten 2 make it worse if they dun. He took half day leave 2 visit mi. From his face, can c tat he felt veri heartpain 4 mi. Just like if the cat attacked cookie, surely i will seek revenge. Tats aso y my dear is doing tat nw. Cos he dote mi alot. Just like i dote cookie. Aniwae nw i jus wish tat my leg will b fine. The injuries wun leave scar. Tats wat i reali hope for now. The rest abt the stray cats issue, i dun wish 2 pursue animore. I will jus leave it as it is. My dear wan pursue, will let him b. As long as it doesnt concern mi. Since its nt the 1st case of cat attack here.

Now i had prob bathing, walking, moving my leg, slping too. Haiz. Had slping pills frm the doc bt still cant slp in peace, kept waking up often cos the pain is jus too extreme. I cant move my leg, i cant turn here n there n cant cover wif blanket. Still nd put a pillow under my feet cos there's injuries at the bac of my leg n its bleeding too. Cant lie dwn as normal. But when i woke up in the morn, there's several blood stains on my bedsheet.

Bath aso diffi but cannot dun bathe 2dae cos ytd nv bathe le. So 2dae die die mus shower. Took 1 hr 2 bath. Took a chair 2 sit dwn n bath. N my left arm had a vaccine ytd so still abit numb 2dae. 2 words - "Poor me" Haiz. Now the knee joint is real painful. Worse than ytd cant walk properly. Nd support 2 walk. Guess cos the cat bite too deep in. Reali hurts. Cant bend my leg, cant sit on floor, cant squat. Haiz. Pain pain. I jus hope tml the pain will b lessen. Haiz~~~~~ Guess i nd 1 mth 2 rest. Cant go out now. So ple, dun bother 2 ask mi out.

i will never let you go;

7:21 PM