ARGH!!! I'm gona go mad 1 day. I won't be surprised if 1 day i appear in the lunatic hm or suffered frm depression.

Y is there tis ting called generation???? If there arent different generations, then there wun hav generation gaps.

I realli dun understand y she cant try to understand us or at least try to listen to our generation advise. I've already tried my best, telling her not to nag so much, its nt doin ani gd 2 her n plus its nt effective at all. This is the 20th century, its no longer in their 80s. Nowadays, teens like us long for freedom & fun. We hate the "nagging bible". Esp aft we came hm frm outside. Its like making us sick of coming hm. On the tot of having to listen to her naggin everytime we come hm, its already making us sick. Who doesnt want to have a happy family?? The warmth from the family??? But she onli noes how to nag non stop everyday. YES, its EVERYDAY!!!!! 365 days a yr. She's nt tired, we r lor. Though she's nt naggin at mi, but as a 3rd party listener, its already making mi sick.

Don't understand y they nt sick of naggin everyday. Now that i hav grown up, i kind of think more. I understand her plight. Which mum dun wan their children to do well in their studies & hav a bright future etc??? I understand that. But, its too late to do the naggin now. It will onli cause reverse effect. She cant c it but i can. Cos afterall my age gap wif my bro is onli 3 yrs diff. I understand wat the teens wan. Which teen will love to stay hm & study everyday?? Tell mi. Other than mi, reali, i dun tink there's a 2nd 1 hu can stay hm everyday & study. I nv sae i like studying but i understand its a must for mi 2 study when i nd to. Thats y i do so. Somemore, if its a guy, definitely he wun love hm so much. Which guy loves staying at hm everyday??? Tell mi. PLus, my bro is such an active guy, how will he stay at hm everyday??? N plus nd to listen to her nag non stop. Its fustrating lar.

My bro dun like studyin its a fact. Its his character. Its already too late to change it. Keep naggin aso no use. Will onli make him sick when he c the bk. Cos in his mind, he will b tinkin of mum's nagging. Since its nt working her way, she shd try the other way round. Which is jus let him be. Or listen to my advice. Tok 2 him nicely. Dun keep nagging. But she jus cant listen. I told her not to keep naggin at him cos its no use. Its been so many yrs. But there isnt ani improvement, y shd she nag. But ended up i turned up to get scolded. Sae ya lar, everyting aso her fault. She duno hw to teach. Precisly. If she is more open in her tinking n willing to sit dwn n try understand to our needs, perhaps tings wouldnt b so tough nw.

I'm jus trying to help. Hopefully she will hav a betta life n bro wun hate hm but she cant c it. So stubborn. Then ytd bro mentioned abt his sch teachers providing sum extra tuition for them, she understood it as onli for him. Then keep saeing, "So u mus b veri lousy lar? Thats y onli u gt it." Argh~ y she so stupid. Its for "THEM", for those weaker studs. Not jus him. But she jus want to tak it tat its for him. Fine. 2dae bro didnt went for the remedial, he came hm. So as wat i expected, bro gt scolded lor. She nag n nag non stop. Sae wat, "Already veri lousy le still dun wan go......" I listen till sianz. But tings were fine aft tat. Cos bro aso used to her nagging le. Dun even wan tok much to her.

Then an hr ago, bro told her tat the sch set tis new rule. Late comers will receive detention after sch. Then again, mum understood it as the rule is set for him. Wat the....... I hear le aso cant help voicing out for bro. I jus made sum casual remarks like,

To bro: "Aiyo, nxt time u dun tell her such ting lar."
Bro replied: "Ya, nxt time i dun wan mention aniting le"
Mum said in a veri unhappi tone: "Ya la ya la, wat she saes is rite." She even said i teach him bad.
I replied in my normal tone: "I'm nt teachin him bad tings lor. I'm jus saeing wat our gen tink."
Then she angry le. Said wat "Ya lar, ur gen is rite, our gen is wrong. Need mi then will call mi mummy.........."

I aso sick of toking bac. Cos the more we tok, the more angry she will be. Everytime we tok abt gen thinkin, then she will b unhappi. I'm jus raising sum issues we shd discuss & solve. But she dun c my pt. Forever its lidat. Everytime ended up its my fault. Like i wanted to. Its bcos now, i'm getting matured, more sensible. I tend to c tings more clearly as a 3rd party. I'm jus trying to help. But ended up, she's alwas angry over it. Wat the.....

Help!! What to do???? Reali tot of getting a counsellor. Guess we reali nd 1. Cos she's alwas not listening to us. But when others tell her, she will listen n tink wat they said is right.... Wat the.....
Who r we then?? As if we r harming her. I'm reali getting sick... Gona go mad..... N now, she's nt jus nagging on my bro, bt on mi aso. Cos its grad time nw. Time to get cert, which means time to go work. ARGH!!!! I told her i will settle myself. N yet she's alwas listening to other frens of her. Tellin her i mus faster go get a job. Alot of ple finding. Stupid frens of her. Who saes i cant get a job?? Is i wan or dun wan. If tis goes on, i'm gona go find 2 jobs. Morn n nite. Best is early morn go out, late nite then cum hm. Even if i collapsed, i dun tink she will care too. In her mind, nth is more impt than money wat. She thinks money is the most impt, fine, i work lor. Find lots of jobs then gif her all my money. Thats wat she wans wat. MONEY!!

Everybody's eyes onli hav money. No money will die ar. Die, die lar. Live in tis world is so stressful... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!