tings aren't getting ani betta... in fact its maeb gettin worse...???


i duno lar... confused mind nw... duno whr i go wrong... duno wat i did wrong... feel like everyting is in a mess... a huge mess... wonder hw am i goin 2 tidy it up... wonder hw long its goin 2 tak....


y isit tat tings alwas hav 2 turn out the bad way??


sumtimes, hw i wish my bf is a psychiatrist... at least he will understands hw i feel w/o mi havin 2 sae out... cos at times i reali duno hw 2 pour out my feelings... i rather keep 2 myself n jus let time heal....


y mus he alwas make mi worry aft we quarrel?? it seems like everytime its my fault... bt nw i dun even noe whr did i do wrong... wan sae sry aso duno sae 4 wat reason...


i'm nt tat petty actually... i wun hate a person 4 long...its tiring 2 hate sum1... bt then afterall i'm still a ger.... still nd sum1 2 哄 n nt jus sae a word of sry n tak it tat nth happened....


men r frm mars n women r frm venus.... hw shd they communicate then???


in a foul mood the whole dae... bt then still mus hide frm my parents tat i'm actually ok... feel unhappi aso mus hide... if nt latr mum c mi whole dae black face, will start naggin n scolding like as though i owe her an apology... bt HELLO! i'm already so unhappi... cant u jus show sum concern like,"u dun look gd 2dae, r u ok?" instead of "whole dae black face, like every1 owe u sth lidat... u angry wif other ting dun show ur black face at hm.. we nv owe u aniting" n end up demand mi 2 apologise... TATS SUX!!! n in order nt 2 end up in tat pathetic state, i gt 2 fake happiness at hm... tryin 2 hide my black face... haiz....


y cant ple understand mi??? haiz~ tink i nd 2 1st understand myself... cos i myself aso dun understand myself... hw 2 make ple understand mi then???


haiz i aso duno wat am i tokin n wat 2 type animore.... ending here........