had a cryin session jus nw... was already in a veri bad mood over my parents... i jus so happened 2 b a veri emotional person... i cry when i'm sad, when i'm feeling touched, when i'm angry, when i'm disappointed... minor ting can trigger my tears... guess i haven grow up... perhaps when the day i feel numb over sad stuffs, over touchin stuffs, over angry stuffs n no longer drop a tear then tats the day i reali grow up....


i admit tat my love 4 u is nt as deep as u love mi...
i admit tat i dun care 4 u more than u care 4 mi...
i admit tat i'm nt tat thoughtful as u r, nt tat mature as u r...
i admit tat i care 4 my dogs more than i care 4 u.... few yrs bac, sum1 else said the same ting 2 mi too... bt ended up wif a bad ending... nv did i guess tat aft so many yrs, i will still hear the same old ting again....... n wats more, its frm u.......... guess nw its veri obvious tat the fault reali lies wif mi..........


but tats mi... accept it or not... cos i dun tink i will hav ani changes.... perhaps ur life will b betta if u hav met sum1 hu is more mature, sum1 hu loves u much much more than u love her.... so tat she will b more caring, more thoughtful n more understanding... nt like mi... alwas takin tings 4 granted...


guess i nd 2 do sum reflection...... off 2 bed.... nitez~