angry angry angry.... duno y i jus feel so mad... it could bt jus a minor ting 2 others... bt 2 mi its serious... stupid dad... scolded him jus nw... ya... i will scold ple if they step on my tail... last time scolded him b4 cos of him smokin when he was bringing my cookie... 1st ting, i hate him 2 smoke... its bcos i care 4 his health, if nt i wun even bother... 2nd ting, DON'T EVER smoke infront of my dogs... i hate tat... u die is enuf, dun let my dogs suffer... they r innocent... a small amt of smoke can kill them if it continues over sumtime....


though he denied smoking, bt its useless... cos i saw it wif my own eyes... i go wif evidence too... tats y i dare 2 scold... bt the angry stuff is whenever i scolded him cos of him smokin... he can still denied when he actually did... i reali duno hw cum such ple exists... i saw it wif my eyes n he can still denied... n whenever he cum hm will hav the smokin smell... n i'm veri veri sensitive 2 smoke... bt he can still cum out wif stupid excuses like oh, sum1 smoke in the lift... CRAPP!!! BULLSHIT!!! wat sort of excuse is tat?? cos of him, his son aso lidat... when there's evidence, he can still denied its nt him... I reali dun understand y sum ple can actually denied wat they did when they actually did n others noe wat they did too... n y mus they b my dad n bro??? ARGH!!!!


everynite at 10plus, he will bring my cookie dwn 2 shit n pee n mum will bring miki dwn n walk seperately... n jus nw, cookie came hm so tired... then my tis stupid dad, he pulled his leash so hard n drag him in... he is so tired lor... spare a tot 4 him.... so i told him cookie is tired n stopped pullin him lidat... then he added, jus nw at the stairs he aso dun wan 2 move... i stayed on the 8th floor n so we alwas go dwn frm the lift at 11th... n whenever cookie is tired aft walking, he will lie dwn on the floor n dun wan 2 move... so jus nw he lied dwn on the 11th floor n my dad dragged him dwn n at the 10th floor, cookie continue 2 lie dwn at the stairs... n tis stupid dad, surely he dragged him dwn forcefully... sux lar...


i felt so angry n sad when i heard tat... hence, i said, he is tired u cannot c ar... gt so angry over it n since everytime he brings cookie dwn, i felt so uneasy, so i said, frm tml onwards, i will bring cookie dwn myself... be it hw late it is... i rather i bring him dwn than he suffers under ur hands... plus cookie alwas dun wan him 2 bring... hw i noe?? cos everytime dad tak his leash n harness wan bring him go dwn, he will alwas lie dwn there n ignore... sumtimes he will look n wait 4 mi... whenever i tie his harness 4 him, he will wag his tail n gt so happi... nt like when my dad wan bring him dwn.... he will ignore n lie there pretending tat he nv c...


well, sae i'm over protective or wat... i dun mind... cos 2 mi, nth is more impt than my dogs... esp cookie... i love him jus like my own kid... like the 9pm show... which mum will bear 2 c her child gt abused?? so i hav decided, 2 prevent tings frm bcum worse... i shall bring him dwn myself... at least i feel safe wif him under my hands... n since they all aso nt bothered by whether if its dangerous 4 mi 2 go dwn at nite or will i faint when i'm out... so be it... i promise i will do tat tml...


4 the sake of my dogs, i will do aniting... i hav also decided 2 gif up my dream of opening an e-pet shop or a real pet shop... my pet paradise dream... ya i hav decided 2 gif up totally... here's y... cos 4 the sake of my dogs... last mth, when i was findin info n planning 4 the e-pet shop, i found out tat i spent too much time on net than on them... n plus if reali i start a pet biz, its 24/7 n 365 days a yr... n u cant sae, wan close then close... u hav 2 account 2 ur customers... hav been tinking alot 4 the last few wks... everynite, i will b tinkin on my bed 4 few hrs, which is betta?? find an office work?? or start my e-biz??


finally i hav concluded... working in office is betta cos at least i hav time 4 them on wkends n at nite... if do e-biz, i wun even hav time 4 time on wkends... hence, i hav cum out wif tis decision 2 gif up... cos i dun wan 2 end up earning lots of money, bt found out too late tat my dogs r getting old or sick... i dun wan tat 2 happen... it makes mi guilty... wat 4 earn so much... being able 2 spend time wif my loved ones is still the best of all......


treat my dogs gd n i will b happi enuf....